Jimmy choo.

Finally!
I get my school bag already at vivo just now.
Ahhh,it's like 12.11am now and it's 31st dec and tomorrow is New year !
Yeah , time to freshen up my life now.
I get my roxy bag .
Its nice though.
Anyway, first shop i went to ripcurl and i expected to find something nice there but all of it are guys type.
Eh.
Then second stop,roxy.
The bag on top caught my attention and i bought it .
Heees ~
Right after that,went to a lot of shoe shops .
Converse[expensive]
Kappa[moderate but not worth it ]
Everlast[okayokay,still not worth it]
I decided to get it at Tamp inter, easy -.-
And more , cheaper .
Went around Vivo.
Ate Burger King .
My treat uh .
Wasted 16 plus for it .
Wanted to save for upcoming prepaid.
Mekk~broke!
Then,walked to Mango,Topshop,Forever 21 shops to get dresses and i was so frustrated with one of the 'minah' there.
Keep looking at my shoe for nothing.
Stupeed .
Then went home by 10 and 168.
Wanted to take 65,long journey.
Tired uh .
In the bus , reaching soon, there was couple of skater boys sitting at the back and one of them sat with me.
Ah,what the fuck !
I hate it , i feel so paiseh to go down before them.
I manage at least.
Ohyes,training was fun just now.
Tired is a yes uh.
So, i shall go now.
Byee.
'you lied fucker,you said to me you have 3 ex-es , but it's only one you have. C'mon , i can find out .'

Seandainya kau miliku .

Oh,heyo.
Today's an tiring day.
Meeting was okay today as we finish up our banner and didn't have time to do any performances.
Well,there's an incredible things happened just now and i don't wish to elaborate more.
Well,i'll be at school tomorrow , after that going to get my skirt , go home,get ready and off to meet Mirah and finally off to VivoCity to get my school bag and shoes.
Heh ^^
Can't wait to get my Ripcurl there.
Woo~
Hah ! Few days more and i can release all my misses to you .
Yipee~
Kay,whatever craps uh.
Just now i meant yesterday which is just now, went to get photos at Tanjong Pagar , went to Great World Center and i'm telling you , i thought the things are cheap and guess what ?
One headband can cost you $16.60 EACH!
I know now i must save to get my lens for next year .
No lens , i'll suffer.
Chey,sarcastic uh.
Well, i walked alone just now as mum said i can.
"windowed-shopped" alone.
Hell yeah i windowed shop.
I didnt get anything just a Hazelnut Ice Blended from Coffee Bean.
Then headed to MacDonalds to fetch sis and headed straight to Compassvale and met up cousin to send her wedding pictures.
Took a long time there and chatted a lot with them.
Went home at 12plus and now i'm updating.
I have out of pictures to upload.
That picture is my lil'sis.
That was taken in , i dont know .
Heh .
Okay,i'm off to bed .
Byee-boo.
'when i think back at times, i know that you're not sincere but its hard to forget you no matter what,it's hard '

I'm flying without wings.

Oh,heyy.
Well,this is the last week the students are gonna end their holidays .
Next monday,schools gonna open.
And,i'm happy/sad about it.
Which one shall i tell you first.
Okayokay,happy first.
I'm happy because i'm gonna meet up friends and of course JUNIORS !
Bad: i can't wake up early.
Nyehh~
Today woke up quite late uh.
Then eat breakfast,of course i bath okay.
Heh ^^
Relax and do some homechores and now i'm exhausted.
Well,i have to go school tomorrow to get my prep done for next year's orientation.
Kay,i'm gonna sleep.
'healing'

Sezairi is the one!

Finally,singaporeans made the right choice !
Sezairi the one !
Woo~
I'm enjoying now okay.
Heh .
Kay,tomorrow's class gathering is no more exist .
Don't know why.
I dont have anything more to blog .
Oh,bye.
'i'm getting ok'

don't let an impatient or aggressive person push you into doing anything that doesn't feel comfortable."

'Fererro Rochers on top at Orchard'

Hey there people.

Like finally i can use back my comp because i'm back home.
Okay , like what i say yesterday,i'm breaking down right?

Well,i'm starting to heal slowly anyways...

Kay whatever -.-

Like what i say , you're are slowly getting outta my mind already,

Today didn't go anywhere and sit at home like a pig .

Daddy cooked TomYam soup and that's delicious.

Eat already and now i'm at granny's house.

Well, tomorrow is Singapore Idol Finale !

Must watch !

Sezairi must winnnnn!

i'm outta words...

'i'm feeling down currently and i'm breaking down .

Girls,can't you imagine this.

A guy that i love a lot told to my friend that he misses her so much?

imagine what my feelings were when she told me that.

i'm totally HEARTBROKEN!

Not with the girl , but with you .

I meant the guy uh.'

I'm breaking down day by day .

Alright people , it's time to tell or share whats the truth happening to me .
Okay,today is the day i seriously felt diffrent .
I'm breaking down people .
This is not a minor breakdown but this is Major !
I dont know why you see.
Now its currently 1.04am and i'm not asleep yet.
Wannaknow why ?
My heart feels so sad truly.
Seriously,this 'stop-contacting' thingy is making me sad when i know myself that you are into other girls when you're with me.
What the ?!
I'm not a doll okay !
I dont have any more places to let out this feeling except here.
My blog is where i share my life and make me more confident .
Okay,i can't stand waiting for you already .
Its time to finally let you go and i'll try my fucking best to forget you FOREVER!
Starting from today i'm not gonna think about you anymore .
N0 MORE !
I'll keep your pictures as a memories.
Ohgod , make me forget this guy and give me strength to do it .
Gonna end here by crying .
'this love story won't end on 1st November 2009 if you never love other girl which is not me . It's over'

Grace and Poise.

'every minute of my life now the only thing that i think is you'
Whassup people?
Okay,i'm so exhausted of yesterday night as i spend the whole night at town .
I did post bout yesterday right ?
Yeah ^^
So yesterday went to ION Orchard and then off to the shop that i wanna go and get my things .
Then off to Wisma Atria.
Get my sister's stuffs and guess what ?
We wrapped those things up .
As if we are celebrating Christmas .
Hehehehehe XD
Thanks to mum who gave me the idea .
Then off outside to see the lights and then went to centerpoint .
I did took pictures but it is in the camera .
Will see how okay?
I mean on uploading...
Kay,whatever -.-
At Centerpoint , get Long Johns Silver and then we've run out of minds where to go .
Mummy planned this .
We shall go ESPLANADE!
And i was like , 'ibu,tak ramai orang ke kat saner? My kepala dah pening niey got so many people'
Mum didnt know and we bused 111 there .
Esplanade was okay-dokeh.
Not that crowded for sure.
Or should i say minor crowded?
Pfft .
Then sat down near the beautiful Singapore river and kept on releasing my stress that night .
Aww,it was great .
15,14,13,12,11,10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 !!!
And it was Merry Christmas !
There was a group who was so gerek ,they even brought their guitar and played a Christmas song for celebration.
It's way too cool !
Then it was time to go home .
I was sprayed with snow spray with this couple of people -.-
Kalau spray tu wangy takpe jugak !
Took bus N2 for aroud 1 hour plus.
Then reached home .
Finally,went to have a bathe and then get to sleep .
Okay,this is a note to all uh.
For this 4 days starting from 21-27 of December , i'll be updating from my handphone .
So it will look a lil bit messy in here.
Hehe .
So will update on monday using comp okay?
Toodles~
'it's just hard to explain how my feel towards you now,maybe,it's just over'

I'm who i am.

Currently at Orchard Area now enjoying my Christmas eve with my mum and sis while daddys working =]
Went out in the evening so that we can spend the night here.
I'm eating Long Johns now .
Okay,got to go.
Happy christmas eve!
' i must FORGET you'

You are the one who made a smile onto my face.

Alright , let's start the day with a natural way okay?
Today was woken up at 8 by Faidhi .
He asked me about school books that he can use from me .
I said some only.
Then just relax at home.
Mummy cooked spaghetti.
Yum-yum ^^
Then in the evening,daddy ajak us to to Jurong and go somewhere .
So i told mummeh to bring me to Jurong Point peyh Popular .
To buy my school textbook .
Then after that,go and get my Famous Amos cookies.
Wanted to get chewy.
But then i didnt get to taste the cookies for so long .
Then went to macdonalds after fetching daddy.
Home and then now i'm gonna otp with mirah.
3 days straight.
Bye.
'i'm loving you'

Your the only one,who can be my inspiration

Heyheyhey [=
Okay,today i went to get my books at school and sadly some of the books are outta stocks .
Early wake up call was at 9plus.
Then get ready and gotta call from Ririn saying that she got into Pingyi Secondary .
So,i congrats her a lot .
Heh XD
I can bet she will have a good life there yeah ?
So, get ready and off to Bedok Inter .
Went to MacDonalds and packed them .
Bused 168 to mummeys house and then went to school around 12.
Bought the books and uniform and then bused 69 home .
Wanted to go to Vivo , but mummey said next week .
Heh , i'm gonna get my Ripcurl school bag there. Thanks to Amirah's recommendation .
At home , did nothing and spend the day watching teevee and i dyed my hair again yeah!
Now , its not red/brown , but its GOLDEN BROWN!
The colour is super-fabulous.
Okay,but mummey didnt know.
Now,i am bored eyeah ?
Currently using my precious to blog about today .
Ohh,got to go now .
I'm off to the phone .
'bertapa jahatnya hatimu yang aku pernah mencintai selama ini ...'

Replaying all about you .

Oh,hey .
Today was a very tiring day .
Woked up at 8.30 and straightway bathe and get ready to go and meet Fahirah .
Met her up at Bedok Inter and straighway get her 3fingeredsocks and off to MacDonalds and bused 69 to school .
Waited for Farhanah and Hanan .
I'm waiting for Farhanah's shoes as she's lending them to me .
I'm shoeless , i meant white school shoes -.-
Then walked to school and was late for meeting .
Neh , no worries .
We given more time to relax today .
Yishaaa~
Right at 10.45 , the sergeants asked us to make a draft of our banner for next year .
Farhanah and myself design one ,while the others too.
Finished it and off for practise for freestyle .
It was hard at first as we are juniors still .
But as hours gone , i did get it perfect but some mistakes of course XD
Then at 1.30 went to show ma'am our performances .
Hehehehe,shy ahh .
It was like shying dancing .
Kay,then released .
Went to mt room to grab my books .
For who ? For my little cousin next year [=
Then went off to meet Amirah at her house with Fahirah .
Gaved her the present for her belated birthday .
Then took bus 168 to Bedok inter and then went to kfc and then home .
Uh,theres lot of things happen just nw and i don't wish to elaborate more .
Now,i'm missing you .
Well,i'm going to school again tomorrow to get my books .
Yeahr.
Now , currently lying down and typing these words while all are asleep .
Biase uhh , penat kans .
Hish -.-
Kay,i'm off to on the phone with Amirah .
'finally,i get through you agaain'

Living through like when i'm with you.

Hey there jangles !
I'm back from my overseas trip to Batam .
It was a blast going there with half of the gerek cousin.
Well,this is what happen .
Yesterday,woke up damn early like 7 then bathe and get ready to go at 8.30 .
Leave the house at 8.30 and took a cab to Habourfront Center . Then , walked around and have some breakfast at Banquet . Well , i didnt eat at all and i'm lazy to do so . So,Fahmy ,Faidhi and myself went one corner and i was on the phone with Amirah talking about the N-level students .
Thereandfore,Amirah's sister wants to talk to Fahmy so i did let them talk .
Then it was time to check-in .
Lined up and the line was fucking crowded and finally i get through it .
Kay then , this was quite weird yet funny .
I know that now the trends are what people call 'beg kotak ' for malays and the 'camera's bag ' for english .
There is one uncle,he brought a bag like us but that's the original 'beg kotak ' because the materials are boxes and he plugged in with his bag strap .
That was the funniest thing i saw XD
It was time to leave ashore .
In the ferry,sat with Faidhi .
Wanted to sit at the open air area but it was too full .
No choice,but the indoor area .
I didnt get to sleep as it was so exciting looking at the scenery and of course , the Universal Studios at Sentosa .
Wahhseyh ~ can't wait to go .
The trip in the ferry was ard 45 mins to 1 hour i guess .
Arrived at Batam and straighway chop my passport and wait for others at the waiting area .
So while waiting , my sister is in the boring mood and i bought her some things .
In my hand that time i have 200,000 rupiah and how i wish if that were Singapore's money .
Heh ^^
Then,terrible moments came .
Along Yana's ,Syaqirah's and Abg Sadli's passport went missing .
But with patiences it was found in the bag of foods -.-
Then went to the hotel , got a van took us there. The hotel was a beautiful one and it was ' goodway hotel '
Those who go there walks on goodways .
Hehe , craps =)
Checked-in and was seperated to our own rooms .
Me , mummy and sister was together in a room and the others also .
Mekk~ to bad i didnt get to sleep with the boys .
Eh ,what am i talking ? Imma girl seyh .
Luper-luper ingat . Chey.
Craps XD
Walked into the room but no scenery was best but my grandma's room was the poolside view . Muahahahahaha , too bad =(
But not to worry,mine room is the super deluxe roomeh . ^^
Great ain't it ?
Then rested and some washed-up and we went shopping at Nagoya Hill. Then shop already went back to hotel and swimming time at night .
I loike !
First stop jacuzzi and then off to the sizzling pool .
It was freezing cold at night .
Right after that went to wash up and all gathered at room 1171 which is grandma's room .
Planned for the next day , and then off to bed .
And i'm so pissed off with people who sms me when they know i'm away .
Like in the afternoon and all uh .
Skip.
Then turned to second day , first was breakfast of course and i ate a lot of it .
Haha , i'm getting fatter ?
Nevermind,school reopens all go down weight .
After breakfast pack up things and time to check out .
Right after check out , went shopping again and it was fun .
I bought a lot of things,
Watch and blahblah .
I did even pay for Fahmy his earpiece which cost 25 thousand rupiah .
Kayaaa nahh aku blanja-blanja orang .
Tired of shop , time to massage .
Yeah , at last i can get all my 13 years of achings . Haha .
Then after that was to lunch .
Yummeh , seafood lah eh .
After consumption,time to go to Mega Mall .
Shopping again ! ^^
But that was last minute though as we are going back to Singapore .
Then at 7 checked-in and everything settled and slept in the trip back to Singapore .
Tired tawu .
Then reached and chopchop pass and went to seperate ways home .
Overall,the trip was a blast .
And now,i'm gonna get some rest as tomorrow , i mean today , Monday i got something on which requires me to go to Springfield .
Imisschoolyeah.
Goodnight '
'it's just a past like yesterday'

Time for miracles .

Hey there :d
Currently sitting down just waiting for time to show and i'll be leaving .
Chey,bobal macam nak pergy maner gitu eh .
Padahal-padahal , BATAM jer !
Now,i'm inserting famous amos cookies into my mouth , want some ? XD
Kay,today i woked up very early at 7 .
Wanted to sleep back , but can't .
Ahhh , i had a hard time sleeping yesterday thinking of you,nextyear,whatsortever.
Okay,umm , i have to goo now ...
Be back on m0nday yeah peops .
' every night is a hardest thing for me because i still remember your promises '
Goodbye.

Sharing wisdom and be compulsive

'being easygoing and natural '

Hey there peoples (:

Currently listening to music.

Bloghopping from one to another.

Kay,in 13 hours and 30 mins i'm off to Batam.

Well,but before i go i will update using my phone.

Yeaaaaaaaaah!

Like finally,i can update anywhere.

Tapi prepaid jalan babe (:

Okay,today woke up at 9.30 plus.

Bathed and then straight to the comp.

I did off early cause brother's coming home earlier today.

half day (X

Then,after 4 which is 5,

I went to get my Vans shoes ALONE!

Well,dah naseb kannn ?

I love it sooo much (:

Gonna wear it tomorrow with the clothes at cotton on.

Nyehehheheh XD

Leaving very early tomorrow , so that means , tonight i have to sleep early.

So,this means i can't update lateee.

Kay,i'm totally outta bucks now.

How to shop agaaain ?

Nehmind,mummy's gonna gimme allowance back next year.

Mummy, terima-kasehhh ehhh XD

I still havent packed up yet .

Still figuring out lovee.

Cheychey-.-

Finally , now my heart feels lighter when i finally shared some story to Sha.

Thanks sha for reading my words in MSN.

I know it's quite long (:

Well,

I don't have to get my vans shoes again when i reach singapore.

It's already in my list .

Yeaaaaah' i need to put a positive spin on every thought.

'i'm getting weaker and weaker everyday thinking of you and

i don't think so i can have it back '

Now,i have to go.

(:

moment of stillness to make the right decision

Annayeonghaseyo ((:
Alright,today is such a boring day at home.
Wanted to go out , but very lazy to do soo.
Hmmm, today woke up from beauty sleep at 10plus.
Took a bath and just do some home chores.
Right after that,went to the comp straight and go to Facebook to check .
Neeeeeehhhhhh XD
Nothing's fun now .
Well,i just can't wait for this Saturday .
Batam,batam,BATAM.
Well,as if i haven't went there yet.
I haveee....
Hmmmmmmm,will be going to worldTradecenter to take the ferry there.
Hello people,i'm going there by ferry not aeroplane eh , please -.-
Haha,it's a ...nevermind .
Kay,i'm still stuck thinking uh why he doesn't want to sms me.
What have i done wrong ?
Ohhh,maybe your'e the one whose wrong ?
I think , i'm getting weak thinking of this whatever .
Okay,that's all for today .
I want my Dorothy Perkins dress now !
'gimmeee the time '

Being true to myself

Oh hello there.
Well,that's picture taken by myself at the chalet.
Idontthinks it's nice either.
Fugleeeey meeee ~
Kay,whatsoever -.-
I just finished editing my blog again.I don't even know why i wanted to do that.
My blog is so dull and fcuking boring just now.
Yeaaah,mummy said want to bring me and sister to library but now,time shows it's 6.25 pm.
Library boleh jalan suaaaah -.-
All fakeeeey-fakeeey ones.
Anws , who cares ? I'm also very tired still to go out.
JENGJENGJENG !
This weekend i'm gonna be going to Batam.
No updating agaaaain -.-
But , no worries , like i said i will update once i jejak Singapore .
Hah,on the spoooooottt !
hmmmmmmm,4 star hotel for 2 days ?
Okay lah tuuuuu .
At least i go for an holiday .
Batam pon jadi laaaah.
Kay,i'm totally hunreeeeey .
'I'm missing my sweetstuffs and of course him'
Byeeeeee-booo!

I'm counting still

Hey there readers.

I decided to delete the old post because it's like damn boring.

So here's the new one.

Current song:IYAZ-Replay.

Okay,let's start on Friday okay?

[Friday]

Woke up in the morning and wanted to update as brother not at home ,but i'm so lazy to do it .

Then get ready to pack up to go to the chalet at Pasir Ris.

At 3.30,Cik uda took us there.

Fetch Faidhi's family and then off to the chalet.

Reached the chalet and put down our things.

'Ahhhh,finally i'm back to my big home'

I once go there last year,but that was last year ,this was this year.

Settled down already and changed clothes and we did our usual stuff.

Went to the rooftop to rest,swing around and of course , chitchat.

Than,more cousin's come by the night time .

Night time , borrowed Along Yana's laptop but i didn't get to upate as the other cousins wanted to watch movie .

Tsk,tsk (:

Then didn't do anything but chit chat and watched teevee until 3.30 am .

Then went to sleep.

Slept with them and woke up at 6.45

[Saturday]

Woke up again at 9.30,morning right?

Was woken up by Fahmy.

Thanks eh kejot pagi-pagi .

Then went to took a bathed and spend a long time thinking on what to wear in my room.

my room eh , macam phm -.-

Then choose that clothes and straightly went down to have some food.

Yum-yum , watched teevee .

A few hours gone ,then Along Yana's bought her Twister game from home.

So we played .

Not the young ones only,the older ones played too.

Hehe XD

That' was a blast game.

Than it was in the afternoon.

Helped Syaqirah with her swimming pool .

Small one , if not i also join in laaah.

Too baddd -.-

Then fill the pool up with water and watched her swim around.

Cute !

Than it was evening , i don't watched her in detail lah .

I watched for a while only .

Celebrated Angah's birthday at the rooftop.

cool kan?

Birthday celebration at rooftop.

i want it tooo ~

Evening,started the BBQ and we ate a lot .

Hotdogs,prawns and no chicken .

ihateit -.-

I love the chicken but there was none.

This time no chicken because later if burnt already we never eat .

Fish ~

Then night time , spend the whole night playing heart attack game using Uno cards.

Haha,laugh a lot .

It was weird though you know,

the game was modified a little bit .

the person who wins can asked the loosers to do anything he/she wants.

So,i didn't win a lot of times.

The last game was even funny , we have to run from far distance and come back to put our hands together.

All thanks to Abg Han's idea.

Then slept at 3.

Early right?

Thought of tonning with them ,but since they wanted to sleep i also went to sleep lah.

Kay,whatever.

[Sunday]

Woken up by granny at 10.

Yeaaah,lambat 30 mins.

Than , bathed and then have some breakfast .

Then straight off with Fahmy to Pasir Ris park.

Nearby jer.

5 mins walk can reach already .

So played the swing and some spider web whatever shit is there.

Then auntie called .

Asked to go home .

So straightly went home.

Nyehhehe , Fahmy and Faidhi ran away from me and leave me behind alone .

So , deserve it to them.

they leaved me behind,so they are the ones who got bashed with the water bombs first.

I was the last one and i wasn't wet at all.

haha,nak shoot pon tak agak-agak eh korang-korang.

Then continued the game till mummy and daddy all get wet .

Mum was the worst.

the pool of syaqirah's water is splased to her.

Haha,eww !

Then went up to changed and then we BBQ-ed again .

Yummmmeeeeh `'

Then night time , played uno with all the cousin as it was the last night we are here.

Played until 3 plus.

ain't tired of uno right us ?

All sleep already , left me .

Abg Sadli teached me more about guitar .

Ah yeah,i learn new strumming yeah.

Niceeeey-'D

Slept at what time i dontknow.

[Monday]

was woken up at 7 am.

Early semacam kan ?

Hah.

Then , off to pack things up and go home.

Reached home , packed up my things and went to sleep.

I remember that i slept at 10.45 and woke up at 5.40 pm.

My god.

Then watched teevee and eat some burger and Farhanah called me if i can follow her tomorrow to school to get her uniform.

So i said cann.

Then , went to Tamp mall and Tamp 1 to go to the shop that she wanted to shop at.

Farhanah bought her Dorothy Perkins tee , so do i.

Same colour .

That's the picture on top laah.

Ahaha.

Then went to school,got vip so cannot go in.

Whatsoever.

I'm not welcoming juniors here yet.

hah.

Chey,craps ~

Definately i want new juniors that are good.

But if got those who are 'melebih'

Naseb korang lah eh .

Kay,Today is Wednesday.

Mummy's bringing me to library later with sister.

Library pon jadi lah.

As long as i'm not bored and i'm getting something later.

That's a must.

Now, 18 more days to school and i haven't yet bought my books.

Lamer.

But,23rd December ,i don't wish to go to school.

As there is Orientation .

Blah -.-

Prangai jangan dogg eh juniors yang nak step minahminah.

Kay,got to go now.

I'll update later if got time .

Byeeee ~

I'm so over it

Why do this things have to be real?

I seriously love you like mad and this is what you did to me? You leave me with another girl.

My own bestfriend.Luckily , she was not into you. Continue your dreams and just forget me a girl who doesn't even exist in your mind i guess.We have been throught up and downs for three months together and at the perfect four month,you said you wanted to leave me,but i still remember the promises you make to me every night when we talked on the phone.All those promises are a big word to me , PROMISE is seriously a big thing and word that you will do for me .But ,the promises are all gone now,now the promises will be at a new girl and i bet the new girl will be more hurt than me if you and her are together. Hurt forever . I should have listen to other friends of my saying that you just can't be trusted and you are a kind of guy that wont last long with a girl.Many have saw ,but i just ignored because i love you till death.But , everything now has changed ,i thought i can be with you till time seperate us together.But the three months is so fast for me and i have to let you go.I have once let you go on the 16th of September 2009,then we continued back , till 1 november 2009.And it's been a months since i stopped contacted you . You deleted my photos,number and everything that i gave to you.I wonder how about the Black and Green Topman teeshirt.Well,i have to move on starting from right now ,this moment . It's hard though to let you go from my heart because i seriously love you.But,if i cry for you also, i wont get anything that will bring you back to me . We will just have to see next year of our lives with new juniors,life and struggling obstacle coming.I still have a long waay to go and cannot just stay here and stay as a wall waiting for you.It's over.Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in the drought.

Goodbye Mr *Insertname*

i don't want to embarrass you here,cause people might know you well,especially your classmates (:

'Still a long long way to treasure '

I hope you will treasure the girl really well like how you did to me .

Iloveeeeeeeeeyouuuuu , that's the reason why i let you goo ~

Back with real post,Yeah i know people might ask me , hey are you hurt? Let's cut the cock off after this.

Well,thanks yeah who want's to help me , but this is over ,don't have to cut his cock .
His cock not for me , but for other girls kay Tanisha and Zayy (:

Welll,like i have been telling,i just am hurt for this few days,i mean months since we stopped talking?Yeah,There's nothing more to elaborate about this guy in Springfield.He's just over a friend of mine until he just left me like this , without even a goodbye from him .Well,i'm not even angry with my friend because she's innocent , yang miang nyer ialah si jantan haram nie.Dier yang melebih.Soyaaaaa!
Kental laaaah.

Dah sudah Raaaaaaah!

I'm so sick thinking about this particular guy , he's just a 'idontknow' it's hard to describe , maybe when you know him , you will understand what i feel eh .

Now! I'm moving on and gonna forget whatever i had with him,i don't even think i can do it , it's harder than losing something that you love.

Kay,later i'm off to Pasir Ris the chalet .Yeahyeahyeah !

Pasir Ris chalet , here i comeee ~

Bye people. I'll update soon yeaaaah.

Erraah'sContinue-ingherlonglonglifejourney

Can't wait Can't wait .

hello,today i'm just gonna stay at home doing nothing.

Bored bored !

okay tomorrow , i'm heading to chalet at pasir Ris.

Yeahhhhhh~

so i hope i wont be able to update more.

Maybe lahhh.

Okay,got to now.

have to bathe.

I''l update later.

Okay,i'm backoooooooooooooooo !

Just now , just talked to Amirah on the phone and did nothing but laugh at some things that are so funny XD

Lagik-lagik pasal bag Dickies.

Kan mirah kan? Kesian , bag dickies is soooo lame.

Haha,no trend lah itu anak * twicee*

Okay,when i'm at the chalet , i don't think i can update .

If i have laptop also good,but no use , no wireless .

Hehe XD

The bunglow so biggg ehhhh,big big big ! Macam anak orang kaya aku this weekend.

staying in a bunglow house.

Yeahhhhhhhhhh !

Will be back on Monday .

Don't know what time . I don't think i can update also on that day .

Busy whaaat ((:

Okay,the chalet is near Pasir Ris park but have to walk a little bit.

And maybe i'm gonna merayap with some cousins go to WhiteSand maybe.

Nyehehehhehe XD

I'll update as soooon as possible okaaay ?

Bye ~ (gonna be bored without updating there)

Naaah,i won't be able to update as having fun .

Nyehhahahah !

TOOooooooooooOodles !

I'm craving for you.

Hellooooo peoples (:

Today i'm just gonna be a goodgirl and stay at home .

Okay,that's the picture of me and my childhood friend for 10 years .

We have been friend's since nursery till now .

We have been through up and downs together since small , till primary school especially.

Now,we aren't in the same school , but we still are BESTFRIEND .

So,that's my Nur Tanisha that i'm referring to .

She's the one who always make me laugh on things that should'nt be funny .

Yeaaaah,that's her.

Well , still counting .

To Zaidah: remove my picture from your blog.

I look like and arsehole XD

Okay,tata~Update later

*wide smile plus wink*

i just can't forget you .

Still tired of yesterday's outing .
Just now , went out with Zaidah and ate MacDonalds and then off to the library and went around Bedok Interchange then went home.
Did laugh a lot at the library with her when we took picture's that are seriously damn funny XD
Then reached home , nothing to do so went to the computer and now i'm updating .
Wellwell, i don't know what to do currently.
just chatting with some peeps .
Ohhhh,this Friday i'm gonna be away in Pasir Ris .
My family and cousin's gotta chalet there.
It's the big bunglow house i have ever gone before last year.
Can't wait , can't wait !
Gonna have funnnnn till i'm weak i guess ?
Nyeheheh XD
A few days after the chalet i think we're gonna have an outing to Sentosa ?
Yeaaaaaaahs !~
Then , it's time to go to school back and see all those fucking sec 1's /
hahha XD
Let's be cool to them right?
Okay . off i go .
To *insertname*: I seriously don't want ya to be with me wherever i go okay ?
Mind you own life and get a better place for your own goods ;D
Tata ~

I still dream for you to be mine

All of all , the trip to WWW with lovelies was amazing.

They seriously rock my underwear maaanxz ((:

Well , firstly i went to met ayesha at her house and then we walked from her house till the stadium and up to meet Zaidah.

After meeting Zaidah,went to meet Tanisha at bus-stop near Ayesha's house.

Then wait for Ayesha's mum and off we go to WWW by 12.

Reached there , redeem my free ticket and sort out to them .

Saw a place and put our thing's there and set we go to the toilet to change and then,

semua kancong,runnn to the kid's slide first .

Then all play already,

We went for the Shiok River for how many rounds and then we went to the Tsunami area.

We swam for quite a long time before the Waves come .

then when the waves come,i was only at the 1.5m area and this Tanisha go and pull me to the end which is 1.8m.

Mekkkkkkk~jauhhhhh !

Then , i was like , 'tanisha tanisha , bawak aku balik pergy 1.5m sini dalam sia.

luckily i have some floating objects that i can use to let me float .

And yaaa'alaaah, i tell you i can die man when the wave is on.

I can even breath and swim.

It's so damn fcuking hard to swim.

It's deep and reallllllly DAMN DEEP water.

Even Zaidah who is taller can breath there cause it's totally freaking deep/

Kan zaidah kan ?! (;'

Then went off the Slideup and then to the 'ular-laaah'.

After that we stopped for a while and have our lunch which is KFC , own expenses.

I ate some chicken to satisfy my stomach , and to my chicken which has not been finished has been thrown away by some freaks that are working there .

Fish ~ -.-

then took some pictures and went to swim back to the Shiok River.

For quite a long time too.

Then off to the Slide yellow and purple.

Thennnnnn around 5.30 we havent stop yet.

And at last stopped at 5.50 and all of our parents have called already .

Luckily Ayesha's mum was there to speak up.

then went to bath and off to Bedok interchange by bus 17.

Reached there , ate some noodles and then home.

Luckily , granny never scold and then i quickly bathed back and called Amirah back and off to bed i go .

Today , i'm just stucked at home and lets have a rest (:

toodles.

Don't give up , more challenges are coming

[wildwildwet]

Hello people (:

Sorry for not updating for almost four days okay ?

I was so busy and i really want to update but the place where i'm staying has no internet yet.

Imeant , it's my mother's house .

I have an intention to update lah , but how ? No internet , i used the PSP but also no use.

Whaaaat the fcuk -.-

Okay, let's start on Thursday right?

Remember that i update saying that i'm going to walkwalk with my cousin?

yes,i went to Dhoby Ghaut , and the place or the shop is called CosmoProf Academy.

Ohmygosh ! I'm gonna tell you that the make-ups that we sell there is so damn EXPENSIVE and i think one eyeliner will cost you $ 15.90 each, expensive right?

Then , she get her dance make-up there and i asked her,what is the diffrences between this make up and MAC make-up?

MAC is also expensive (:

She said that , MAC has a lot of colours and the make-up won't last long even if you sweat a little.

It just sells at expensive price because of the colours .

Then i asked her , then this CosmoProf make-up?

She said that this make up doesn't have a lot of colours and the colours are limited,

but , the special thing is that , this make up will staaaay long even if you sweat a lot and the make-up will be more natural if you sweat .

Now , i know why people take this make up to dance XD

EXPENSIVE marrh !

After the CosmoProf make-up shop, didn't know where to go , so i decided to go to Plaza Singapura and i only have five bucks to spend.

Mekkkkk~sikit benar ?

But,best part ni oi !

My cousin spent me some accesories at the shop called 'Miss Whatever'

Those who go there is a whatever girl, meaning , your a monkey,elephant.

Naaaaah,sorry my nonsense has start back .

Okay , after that shop , she asked me to pick a place to eat .

I didn't know so she said let's eat Secret Recipe.

Ordered Lasagne .

YUM-YUM EHHH !

Then off home to mother's house and not granny's house ):

Reached home and bathe and change clothes .

Didn't go to sleep , but onthephone with Amirah and Farhanah.

Until 1plusplus like that?

Funnnnn lah sieow !

Kay,Friday , i didn't go anywhere and just stay at home like pigg.

But i cooked for mummy my 'famous-asam-laksa-maggi-noodle'.

Nak try ? i can cook for you.

Mummy said it was okay and need more ingredients to make it more nicer.

hehe,i got a new tip from a mummy XD

At night, didn't go to sleep early also , onthephone with Amirah,Farhanah and Atiqah , Syaiful was even there also.

Menyebok asal ? -.- Haha.

Talked until 1 , i was so tired and i said i have to put down and sleep.

So sorry ehhhhh , peeps (;

Saturday !

I woke up late around 11 because of the late night sleeping and after that bathe and then went to Changi Airport because one of my cousin has a shop there which is the fleee market .

Haha , fleee market at Airport ?

Kelakar keperrr ~

But , she sold Victoria's Secret's perfume and some accesories and some Sanitary pad?

Hah,amazing.

Don't wish to elaborate on the Sanitary Pad part .

It's totally yuck-disgusting.

Then , saw Syakirah Aleena and her family , which is my cousin .

We walked together and i played the Bigger Christmas At Changi game.

i dontknow what is it actually but the thing is you have to get a pingpong ball and you may collect your free gift .

heh ;D

fun , tergolek-golek akuuuu .

Same as my cousin's too .

Then off to to the visitors viewing center .

i watched the planes and i still want to take a plane to PRAGUE !

haaahaa, perasan banyak ini anak ~

I tell ya , i really want to go to Prague.

Kay,then off to granny's house.

At granny's house she make for us some food and i ate .

Yum oi !

Then Sunday didn't go anywhere and received an sms from ayesha saying that tomorrow which is today we are going to WWW.

Yeahhhh , mummy and granny allow me to go lagik ader.

Mummy bagi ticket free for 8 .

Mekkkk~ banyak tuuuuu .

Well , i really hope the weather goes well and not only that , i'm gonna camwhore with my worst female camwhore , NUR TANISHA !

Come up with the pictures tomorrow okay ?

Have to go now and pack up later i'm off to WWW.

p/s: People , if you sms me today , i didn't reply , i'm sorry .

i'm gonna be busyyy with swimming and having fun .

tooodlees !

'Should'nt say no'

it's wise to pause a moment and consider the consequences before you leap into action that could change your life."

Hey there peoplepeople ~ !

Okay,today is such a boring day for me.

But no worries, later i'm going out with dearest cousin ^^<

Going to Dhoby Ghaut and then off to Plaza Singapura.

Can't wait , can't wait.

She's searching for make-ups for her dance performances.

So,she asked me to accompany her as she got no friend to go with .

Nyehehe,i got no money at the moment and i can't spend on anything.

What i know is,Plaza Singapura sells a lot of clothes and i wanna buy !

But, takder duit lah kannnn ;D

Berangannnnn taik jer laaaah aku * wide wide smile*

Just now woke up at 11amplus++,bath and then went to the comp and chatted with peeps and i miss them so much.

Onthephone with Mirah,SabrinaRIRIN and now , i'm updating.

Okay , i'm totally getting Taylor Swift's album which is the Platinum Edition and i want , really really want JUSTIN BIEBER'S album .

Mummmmmmmy,buy for me one cann?

Pleasepleaseplease ~ *begging*

Going out at 5 or 6 like that , so won't be able to update as i'm so gonna be tired.

Tomorrow i won't be able to update as well, cannot update.

Mummy nyer rumah takder internet ;D

So , till monday then right?

Monday i'll update,but dont worry i will check on some people's blog.

Yesterday i onthephone with Mirah till 12 i think?

Wahseyh~ fun you know .

Talk about , sins and other stuff of ours and i'm off to bed after my phone battery dah mampos.

haha XD

"i will be able to overcome your enemies. A gift or inheritance may come your way"

I'm back for second post , hey hey hey !

Well,now i'm currently watching teevee and later i'm out.

mehhhh~how i wish i have a laptop so i can update where-ever i am .

Best kan? * wide smile*

Okayokay,i'm hungry now and i'm gonna grab my NUTELLA

I want a long distance love like others too

hello,sorry for not updating yesterday i was so lazy and i am so damn weak.

Yesterday was so bored at home and i watched the movie Twilight * points up*

Very the funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~

Hahaaa,okay,got to go now and meet Amirah .

Bye.

Update later.

Now,i'm back !

Just now i went to meet mirah and we went to CS and go to the photocopy machine shop and we photocopied my booklist,i lost it 0:

Then after that,we chatted and laugh a lot,she told me that Mr.***** smsed her,and i was like?

'dah takder kejer per tu jantan?Tak sms aku ,beh sms kau?'

Saket siaaa. XD

Then we smsed him,i was the one who type everything,hahahaa,padan mukerrr kau !

Walkedwalked to MacDonalds and we brought our McSpicy and we went to Mirah's house, meeeeehhhhh~ he doesn't know that mirah's with me .

BITCH x ARSEHOLE = MR *****

Eat already,then talked to her about my trip during this holiday and she shared her too and we laugh on it that's funny.

at 4 like that ,went home took bus 67 and now i'm updating and i wanna upload songs and games.

Tomorrow,maybe i can't update .

busy-pusy ~

Maybe only ahhh.

Now,bye (;

"cause i'm gonna stay throught all this challenges i'm facing and i will try to forget what's in the past with you and someone's gonna heal my heart one day .But definately it's not you,you're half gone from my heart'