Why is everything changing towards everone of us? One by one problem came.

Why is everthing,problems i meant coming up by one of us day by day and one by one?
Can someone just tell me whywhywhy?
What is totally happening to me these few days is TOTALLY not me.
Many people have said , that this is life challenges.
But,i don't wish to hurt the two hearts because i've hurt them a lot throughout my 14 years of life. Please god,make me strong to face all this.

Hey there ! Sorry for the feeling-feeling post up there *points up*

I'm just typing that down because all of my friends are now having problem. Not only that,one after another.We have to face all this attitude given by irritating people .

Let's start ((:

Today i woked up earlier and went out earlier and i don't know why.While waiting for bus,my red coloured earpiece is making problems with me along until i board the bus.In the bus,i had no other choices but to justplay games in my phoone. I played GuitarHero and i didn't even relise that my stop is coming nearer and nearer.Walked with Hazlami to fetch Amirah and then off to school by 23.Yay~Today didn't assembled at parade square.Me likeeey!! Off to class and then first two periods i got P.E lesson and 2.4 is waiting for me outside and i completed it at 19 minutes plusplus. Nevermind, this is just the warm up,they won't count the timing today. Ran with Atiqah all the way till the finishing line and off to malay lesson after that.

Mrs Nor is having backaches and she can't teach us as she can't concentrate so she gave up some worksheets to do and i do it of course.

Recess,i seriously heard a bad news from someone about something that is totally,awfully DISGUSTING!I don't wish to elaborate more about it.

After school,straightway went to meet Baby and then went to KH and then off to slack with Qistina,Atiqah and Amirah all. But , went home earlier today. I'm sooo lazy to slack today.

But,tomorrow must slack one!

I'm gonna watch the match between Springfield Secondary School VS. Bedok South Secondary School ( SUCKSXZC)

That's a soccer match and in the meantime , i can wash my eyes.

Hehe,by looking at someone.

Can't waaait !

Kay,gonna end here.

Goodbye,Errah

SPORT'S DAY !

Today is WICKED AWESOME!

I seriously loveeee<3>

Today woked up at 5.38 am plus and then bathed and get ready to meet Amirah,Hazlami and Nana and then off to Tampines Stadium. After meeting Amirah,went down and saw Hazlami. Walked together and early in the morning i made jokes and laugh with Amirah. I called Nana , asked her where is she at that moment and she is already on her way to the pineapple playground behind Tampines Stadium.That's our meeting place. While walking,saw Rahim and then we disturbed him by calling him 'gemuk'. This is all Amirah's idea. Reached Tampines Stadium,straightway went to the toilet to do our yada-yada-yada stuff and then assembled and the track area. After taking attendance,went for NCC(sea) duties at the side of the sec three's are sitting.

First event was the 100m Girls race and then all the Part B's from ncc were helping to sort the medals out for the participants. Second was the 4x100 relay race and i'm involve in it ^^

I am the third runner for the race , while Amirah is first ,Qistina is second and Fahirah is last.

We were late by one second,if not we can get the Bronze medal for the event.

Too bad,it's not our luck.

Continued back to help with the prize giving of medals and i am sooooo thirsty,so i planned to get some drinks at the vendor nearby. Saw the band members getting ready for their performances already.

After that event,it was time for the Band members to show their performance to us and that performance will be for their SYF that is coming.I really like the formation that has done by them and what's the cutest part? They dance 'Nobody by WonderGirls'. It was cuteee ^^

I meant,adorable.

Continued back with the tug or war and Amirah,myself,Farhanah is getting tired of sitting at the side , so we went back to our level sitting arrangement and we played the game "BOM" to the secondary one's. First , we wasn't so loud. But then with the help of Hazwan,Shabir and more guys and girls who are involve, we finally made the whole sec two's to cheer with us along. At that time,i'm holding the red coloured flag and i'm the mascot for Sec two level. I came with a fight(fake) from the sec three boys. They disturbed me with the flag. During tug of war, i ran at the running track with Nana and i'm jumping and shouting like there's no tomorrow. I can't be bothered to think about shy-ness anymore.It's all time to have fun!

After tug of war,was the 8x100 relay and staff race. We cheered for the favourite teacher . I was talking to Rahman,Syaiful,Hazlami and Rahim and wanna know what? I did pole dancing infront of them. Like,not real pole dancing. It's just that i take the flag pole and i shake shake .

Haha , i know i'm so hyper for that ((:

Then off back to the NCC area to sit around and relax because i'm seriously tired and hungreeeeey -____- All i need is fooooooood ~

Helped to put the things up back to the bus and then off to MacDonald Tampines mall to get our lunch and then i'm off to meet Baby with Amirah and Hazlami.

Slacked , and i'm not having the mood to do anything as i'm sleepy at that moment.But,no worries after a long time waiting for ^^ i finally get to laugh at something funny.

Hazlami and Amirah was playing a fake fight among each other.

Alalalala,cuteee nyer XD

But , at last they okay already.

Went homed by 28,reached home,bathed and then i'm now updating.

Later at night,i have to iron my clothes for tomorrow and i have to study Geography.

And wanna know why my font colour is in red? Because,today i'm into red. The reason is because,the sec two's theme colour is red and that goes to my class-tee,watch,handphone and font colour.Amazing?

Alright,i have to go now.

Goobye,Errah.

When the waves are flooding the shores.

Oh,that's the pictures taken during our visit to the hall just now at school.We Had nothing to do,so we took pictures together.And oh,today is Monday and it's the 'back to school' day. Woked up at 5.30 and then bathed and then get ready to go to school. Fucking late 31 was damn late and i usually take the bus at 6.20 ,but just now i took it at 6.25. Well,it's just five minutes,what's the big deal anyway? Reached 147 bus stop and then waited for her at the Vending machine as i seriously am late and tired to walk. Hah ^^

Went to school by 23,dropped off at Caltex Bustop and off to school. Do our yada-yada-yada stuff in the toilet and then satted or assembled at the parade square.Flag-raising and blahblahblah listen to the Pricipal fairytale and then off to class for lesson. First two periods are Science and i've been thrown out again by Mr Lim. Then off to Malay lesson,i didn't have my textbook again. Now,i didn't misplace it,i LOST it. Aww,how am i supposed to tell my teacher? Nevermind -____-

Recess was great,i did a lot of jokes with Amirah and we make a funny,sumpah really funny jokes about 'kudis'. I,Amirah,Nana and Sha knows about this. We laughed till we can't control our asses out anymore. After eating and then waited for them to finish their food and then wanted to go back to the class. But for the sake of Nana ,who want's to meet someone. I accompanied her and then back to disturb ^^ .I can beat your buttock up lah ^^ Don't you worry okay.

Back to Class and then started off with Geography and boy why i don't know i am good at geography. Hehehehe *cruel face* Outta sudden i reallyreally fall in love with Geography while it is suppose to be my worst subject ever i ever had. Then off for Maths,i didn't have much concentration on it and then was LA,i had to copy the meaning of the words and then off to the hall for and exhibition. Whatsoever -____- I'm supposed to go for the 'Smoking abuse' whatever campaign at HSA.But,i'm tired to do so . It's all about smoking,smoking,smoking.Who do they think i am ? A passive smoker??!! I don't smoke anymore lah biatches.

After school,went to accompany Nana back home and then off to get her daddy's lunch and then she lost her daddy's POSB card and her face is soooo panicked . We tried to help her with the very best we can. We run back to the boutique we went to earlier and then back to the POSB bank and i am the one who found it at the boutique. *proud face* Haha,oh i'm being fanatic here. Then back to deliver her daddy's lunch and then back to slack at 893 while Nana,Amirah and Fiqah go for their Sports Leader meeting and i waited outside school. Met Qis and other girls and then was lectured by Mr Muzzamir and Mr wong 'bulldog' for slacking around under the block. So had to move away from the place, i had nowhere to go and i met ^^ at 892 and then off to school with ^^ . Met Amirah and then off to KH! Weeee~slacking there for the day and triggering memories of last year.

While slacking, i felt hungry. So went to get food with Amirah and Farhanah. After eating , i straightly went home. I'm soooooooooo tired . Now,it's raining.Me likeeey ((:

Off to study later on and tomorrow is SPORTS DAY! Oh,i'm so D-E-F-I-N-A-T-E-L-Y gonna charge my phone tonight and tomorrow will be camwhoring day. And,not to forget, i'm gonna watch the 'kedi's' dancing Nobody by WonderGirls tomorrow at Sports day. Ahahahahahahah! I bet i'll laugh till death. Oh,i'm going for the SYF Band to support them. MAYBE!

Goodbye,Errah.

Never let the fear of striking out from keeps you playing in the game.

' There's always a happy moment in life,there's always a bad times in life. What is life?
Life is tough if you don't endure in anything , but the tough-ness will be even slightly better if you work on it.'

Hey there peeps (:

Today like definately i woke up late . It's caused of the two weeks i've not been sleeping well and waking up early and sleep lates. Not only that,when it comes to holiday too i have to wake up early.

So,today is the only i can rest everything.

Rest my mind about studies and everything that's bothering my mind theses few days.

And what's more after going out yesterday with some of the cousins.

It was a TOTAl blast yesterday.

First up was the Speech Day at school.

The parade started at 8.40 plus and ended around 9 plus. The guard of honour was late and we have to wait under the hot sun for him to arrive .

He's a guard of honour,if not, i smack his face siaaah -___-

Then after parade,went to the art hub to help Madam Sri with the kite making and then chatted with Amirah and Nana.

Most of the time , i was with Khairi's brother.

awwww,he is cuteeee ((:

Then off to the other hubs to viewview around and then off to the art hub again to fly kites.

Flyed the kites with Fahmy again and then at 1.30, we have to pack everything up for the other classes that has the table been arranged.

Homed with Amirah.

Reached home,oh, i'm weary and i took a bathe and then went to sleep and was woken up by a message from Fahmy.

He asked me if i'm tagging along later .

So,i am.

Waited for the others to arrive and then off to Bottle Tree Park and then off to Jalan Kayu to have dinner and then home at 11plus.

That's what i went through yesterday.

Aww,i'm exhausted.

I wanna get some sleep.

Everybody needs inspiration

Heyheyhey((:

Today is greaaat day at school.

School is released at 9.40 today.

After released,when to the toilet at.9.42 and then falled-in at 9.45.

During speech day rehearsal,under the hot sun is whaat i hate the most -______-

Rehearse,rehearse and reheare and then went off to help at the hub.

I helped to draw the drawing and then off to have a 15 break and had food with Amirah,Lance Copral Farhana and Copral Aisyah.

Went back to the hub and mummy called me.

She doesn't believe that i'm in school because of school ended early.

Ish -______-

Asked Sir Wong to talk to her and finally she believe.

Whatever lah mummy eh mummy :/

Bersurai-ed at 1.45 and then off to meet ^^

After meeting ^^,went to Macdonalds to have my hungry lunch.

Yumeeeh,me likey ((:

Had an interaction with my sister-lovee,Amirah and Farhanah.

Well,i guess i should just have to keep it close among us .

Right girls right?

Haah,we laughed a lot about the jokes we made.

The "senget smile" from Amirah.

Gahahahahah XD

I just can't help laughing about it.

Hmmmm,then went home by 23 and then off to 67.

Reached home.

Bathed and then off to the lappy !

Awwww,my Sean Kingston is back to America yesterday .

But, no worries , PITBULL is NEXT!

Hahahaha,must go and see how much the ticket is.

PITBULL,I WOULD LIKE TO MEET YOU IF I WERE TO GIVEN A FUCKING LUCKY CHANCE!

And oh,Kelly Clarkson is here soon too *Kening naik turun naek*

Hmmm,tomorrow is the big day which is Speech Day tomorrow.

Weeee,this means that there is no more Speech Day rehearsals agaaain for me.

But, it doesn't mean i don't have to go for trainings.

Heh ^^

Ohkay,i shall end here.

I got to go and iron my number four uniform for tomorrow Marching.

heeeeeee~Toodles((:

Please stooooop disturbing me can?

Sorry today there is no pictures to update.

well,i'm just exhausted for the day .

):

1monthsary.

24 is the day today which is officially the first monthsary with 'ehemehem'.

Woahwoahwoah,sooo the fast uh.

Today was great,p.e had to run 4 rounds around the field and i finished it at 5 minutes and 30 seconds. Weee,i loveeee.

During LA period,i slept agaaain for one period agaaain.

Tired uhseyh.

Eh,like what the hell today is tiring uh then after school got speech day reheasals agaain.

Ok,i'm telling you guys that i'm seriously frustrated with the teachers that are involve in SDP.

They said that today report in Full -u than they changed to half-u and fuckly,my NCC tee is at home so i have to rush back home to get it.

reached home around 2.30 plus.

Get ready and then off to fetch Farhanah and then off to school.

Reached block 893 and then off to school with her.

Reached school,rained and get to know that speech day is cancelled.

Wthhh???
Hmmm,waste of my time ajer.

Kay,goodnight.

I'm dissapointed with my greatest trust .

I'm really dissapointed with everything that you guys have been keeping it away from us.

Why must there be a secret between us?

It is you don't trust us or are we nothing to you?

Please,i cared for you just like my very own sister.

A precious friend i've ever met.

I'm truly dissapointed.

Hmmmm,i'm soooo dissapointed with it.

Nana,Amirah,Qistina should know why.Even they themselves are dissapointed. We are not dissapointed with you _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

But we are dissapointed with (insertnameshere),(insertnameshere).

When you really want to know about something that is happening between us,you will ask us till we give you the answer but now,you guys have been keeping secrets away from us.

Are we supposed to call ourselves sisters?

I've always trust you girls better because you came from a better stream than us.

But,i was wrong indeed.

I understand if _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ do not want us to be so worried for her.

But at least tell,mark the word TELL!
Well,i'm sooo gonna stop here and continue my dailylife at school.

So,as you know i go to school with who everyday. Reached school and settled down.

First three periods was Home-Economics and i cooked a little sponge cake as today we had practical lesson.Cooked with Qistina and we are playing around and we joked around too. We joked alot until we found out that our cake wasn't that cooked yet. Nevermind,due to time constraint,we had no choice but to let if out of the hot oven.

After Home-Economics,was Science.

Did some worksheets given by Mr Lim and then off to recess.

Recess time like normal,after food,hanged around somewhere and we did a funny and horrideous thing ever.

We folded our plastics cups and slot it in our skirt pockets in order to run away from bulldog.

Whose plan ? NanaSeypyt ^^

That's our trademark.

Music,borrowed MrJames guitar and then played for Fafa&members some songs and then off to mathematics.

During maths,i became a good girl and i concentrated on it really well.

Seriously,i listened a lot to Miss Lau explaining and i'm proud of it.

Haha *smiles widely*

After maths,was Science again.

Did the worksheet given agaaain.See,clever girl right me? Hees.

After school,went to Nana house.

Accompanied her with Amirah and Fiqah.

Had a milo blended drink from a coffee shop and then off to sit at somewhere and had a talk among each other.We talked a lot on stuff and laughed a lot on it. Then,they had to go for their OPC training . Left me and Amirah. Went to find food and then off home with here.

But , wait !

I stopped off at Tampines Secondary School to support the soccer boys that are having match.

Weeeeeee,gooooo SPF!

But,they lose -______-

Reached home,bathed and then had a little rest . Now , i'm updating.

Later,i'm off to study.

Tomorrow is tomorrow,tomorrow is tomorrow.TOMORROW IS THE DAY!

Ilove,i love,i love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Way to go !

TWO MORE DAYS TO GOOOOOOOO~

I don't even know why i'm back for my second post for today? Well,maybe i'm just bored doing nothing so just to let the boredom strike out of my head , i will do blogging instead.

Hence,i just can't believe it . It's gonna be our first month together and that's fast?

I know,i have to struggle much to achieve a long-lasting love , i have to face the enviroment and everything.That's what people call, sacrifice with everything if you really really love that particular person. So , that's my aim ((:

Well,i don't go for things in relationship.

I go for love,sincerity and most of all the heart.

Whatever it is , i'm gonna cherish everything ;D

Goodnight,sayonara !!

'she's simply crazy'

Sometimes its irritating.

The one who cherish me and make irritating yet funny jokes

Oh hey,today is the starting of a new term in school. Which is known as Term 2.

So,today went to school like normal with Amirah but without her boyfy.

Smsed Qistina and asked her where is she at. She's waiting for bus 15,so planned to take the same bus as her,but Amirah insisted on taking 23.

We took 23 as usual.

Reached school and today didn't assembled at the Parade Square. Idontknow what's happening to it. Under construction ^^

I love not sitting at the parade square.

It's suckzxzc -_______-

I have my own reasons why

First lesson was Science and agaain i don't understand a single thing about protons and whatever shit is listed on the paper given by my Mr Lim.

After Science was Malay, malay i didn't bring my Textbook,what's more waiting? Standing up uhh.

Two whole periods i have been standing up laughing on some weird things.

Atiqah,youknowiknow what happen ehh iqaaah?

Haaahaaa ^^

Recess time was also like normal.

Passed tie to ^^

Then off to the classroom,today didn't go to DnT block.

Skipskip .

After school,slacked for a while with the boys and girlfies and then off to WS.

To get someone's present.

Saper nyer boyfy uh ? Saper saper?

((:

After getting the present,went home with Atiqah and i'm updating now.

To this 'IDIOTIC' guy ;

Eh bodoh,kau dah pakai buku aku letak balik uh . Dah lah pakai without aku peyh permission.

Kau dah amek buku aku tu cakap jer lah. Tak payah nak sembunyi-sembunyi.

Kalau kau nak aku taktau yang kau pakai buku aku,at least letak lah balik .

Kau sengket sangat per???!!! Orang nyer pen pon kau nak kebas?

Sontoloyoooo uhhhh -____-

Laenkali,kalau takder pen,mintak lah . Takpayah nak curik.

Abeh bobal dengan aku nak step bagus uh nie , semua nak memang.

Dah bwaaat salah,mengaku uhrckaey kawan?

Bodoh-____-

Aku nak buku aku by tomorrow.

Kau peyh pasal eh sundal,aku kena write 300 lines saying ' i will not leave my Geography Textbook under my table'.

Kau OWN ME BIG TIME ASSHOLE! "

Short minor ,simple reason

CHANGED TO A NEW LINK? WHY WHY?

There's certain reason why i have to change my url. Closed-friends know why.

New link ; Bowling yesterday.

REMEMBER ME!

Anyone wanna watch this movie with me? Or maybe i'm going to watch with my girlfies (:

Right girls?

Hah ^^

Well,today is 21st and 3 more day's to go to the very first monthsary with ^^

Okay,sorry for not updating yesterday.

I didn't have the time to update because i reached home at 12plusplus.

Ooooo , where did i go?

Well,i did went to Tamp inter in the morning and then kayaking was postponed.

After that,went around Tamp1 , TampMall with the other mates.

Bought a friendship band at X-craft and then went off to seperate waays.

I went to meet ^^

Then off home.

Reached home,cousins were already there.

So,took a bathe and then talked around with cousins all.

Waited for Faidhi to arrive and then at night , the other cousins planned to go and play bowling and i'm following.

Weeee~

We bowled at Balestier . Far right?

Well,i love farfaraway.

Played two games altogether and then off to cut the birthday cake and then off to Mr.Teh.Tarik at Geylang.

Had noodles and it's HOT!

I burned my tounge till i get home.

Thanks to Faidhi for that dare okay?

It's not worth it.

Okay,today is the last day of school holiday and tomorrow school's opening back.

Aww,morning waking-ups and more.

Issh -_____-

Bye,i have to get ready.

Toodles.

Break your heart

I'm back for my second post.

Ohmygod,i'm having muscle cramps and pains everywhere around my body.

6KM Expedition just now was tiring and fun.

From Kallang Sea Training Center , paddled near to Kallang Mrt station and then paddled again to Benjamin Sheares bridge.

The expedition was to be at Marina Barrage by the end of the day.

But,due to time constrain and weather is not good,we can't continue.

And tomorrow i'm gonna chop the place of being the leader or back person because being the right or left marker is sooooooo damn tiring as you can't handle the center people.

For all,i failed this expedition and i have to come back tomorrow again and i'm gonna endure again with these muscle pains around.

I really hope it can end sooooon because i can get to rest on Sunday only.

Monday?

School's back (:

All of all , must endure everything...

Hmmm,alright .

I got to go and rest now (:

DANNY X-FACTOR!

HELLO !

I'm back from my three days two night holiday at Kuala Lumpur.The trip was fun.

So,here's another fairytale story coming up by me.

Must read okay ?! ^^

[16March2010]

Woked up at 5 plus and then have to get ready everything and moved off from Singapore at around 7 plus. Reached at Machap at 9plus.

Great uh never jammed.

Then continued journey to Kuala Lumpur and what i have to do is to sleeeeep along the journey.

HEH ^^

Was woken up by sister and i'm already reaching KL soon.

Reached KL, daddy said that we are going to Genting Highlands to see if there

is a vacancies at the First World Hotel. Reached to the top and sadly,there is no room left as all of it has been booked )):

Awwww,too bad for us.

But nevermind daddy said,he said that we are going to Amber Court which is also in Genting Highlands but it's not a hotel ,it's a apartment but very preety .

So,i have an 50-50 feeling for this apartment.

Reached the apartment and to my SURPRISE, the Amber court is closed and know why?

It look's like a haunted mansion to me. It's seriously damndamndamn ewww.... i just can't look at it anymore and luckily it has been closed down if not,i'm gonna spend the thrifty night there and i would'nt want to do it -_____-

So drove back to where we stopped just now and took some pictures and damn the pictures are in my camera. I don't have the extension to upload it.

Nevermind,next time and i can show you how the apartment looks like to me.

* cruel face*

Down back to Kuala Lumpur and first thing so search is hotel.

I loveee this hotel a lot ^^

Pan Pacific Hotel for our holiday this time.

Reached the hotel,checked-in for 2 days,actually 1 day uh. But mother extend it to two days.

I love the room , but i don't like the scenery from the balcony. It's just a scenery of 'The Mall' and it's such a boredom to look at it.

At least if i were given the room facing the KLCC is better!

So have a rest first and then off to Petaling Street in the evening.

And,i swear i hate those Malaysian guys who thinks that they are so hot (i'm afraid not) .

I sneeze a little bit also,they must like disturb me.

Ohwhatthefuck?! As if they haven't even sneeze ever in their lifee.

-__________-

So,while walking i saw some shoes that i like but the price is nice too uhh.

Of course.

Decided not to buy and i'm so tired walking for a very long time.

And mummy said to buy some drinks for granny and herself.

So,went to the drink stall and after paying the vendor the money,my hands are full of drinks and the best part is coming.....CONCENTRATE !

I saw Danny X-Factor who plays in the movie 'Janji Diana'

Ohmygod,he's like infront of my eyes standing from the beginning when i bought my drinks and i didn't noticed him either.

AHHHHHHHHHHH! HE IS SOOOOOO HOT AND HANDSOMEEEEE!

I wanted to take photograph with him,but my drinks are occupying my hands and my mum is very far away.

Aww,god (:

There's always next time, Insya-allah ((:

I'm veryveryvery happy upon meeting a celebrity from malaysia!

Then went back to hotel and sleep.

Of course,bathe first.

[17march2010]

Ate breakfast at the hotel and the food was alright

Then skipskip and then off to Masjid India to shop agaain.

but the shopping is not for me.

It's for the mummy and granny.

Daddy didn't follow because he is sick and not feeling well.

So left we two sister not shopping.

After hours there,we went back to the hotel to rest and then in the evening mummy planned to bring me to the KLCC .

Shopping there.

So didn't took car but to the LRT .

It's like Singapore MRT ,but i prefer Singapore's one better.

Dropped off at somewhere and then changed another train to KLCC.

Reached Suria KLCC and there ,i saw like Vivo city.

Shopping with expensive things around ((:

So,went to look around and i went to Topshop and i found this tank-top jersey which is nice and i would like to buy it but it cost me around $39.

So,i just bought it and went around agaain at KLCC.

There's LouisVuitton,Gucci,Ferragamo,Chanel and more and i can't buy it.

Chey,it' expensive.

Then it's almost 10pluspm at night,went out from the Suria KLCC and took pictures of the Petronas Twin tower and then off to the hotel back.

[18March2010]

Woked up at 8.3o plus and then off to have breakfast agaaain (;

After eating,went back to room to pack up the things .

Checked-out from the room at 12.30 plus and then off to Bukit Bintang and shopping at Sungai Wang .

And,what i hate about Malaysians are,they are good at lying and cheating.

My family has been cheated from this two fucking guy who said that they will take care of our cars if we pay them RM7.

So,i had a really bad feeling of putting the car there but i dared not to speak up.

Then,daddy paid them RM7 and they jolly-well acted if they are really the workers there.

They checked if the car is not locked and they even said to my mum that they will put the receipt on the car to prove that it is already paid.

And,when we come back from Sungai Wang,we saw two policemans summoning the other cars around and said that all of this people has been cheated including us but they won't summoned us because he knows that we are Singaporeans and to those two guys who ran away from the police,you just beware because the police are haunting for you...

I'm so frustrated with them and then daddy said let's get out from KL .

So went to Nilai and i'm so tired to shop agaain.

All i want to do is to go back to Singapore agaain.

After having lunch there,continued journey back to Singapore.

Stopped off at JohorBahru to have dinner and all i got to do is searching for network so that i can contact everyone back.

Especially ^^

After eating,went to the petrol station to wash the car and everything and drive back to Singapore.

Reached home,bathed and now,i'm getting ready to go Kayaking.

So shall update later more on kayaking okay?

Bye ((:

I'm missing someone badly .

Hours before heading to Kuala Lumpur.

Understood?

Well,i know this is a last minute news. I don't even know about going to Kuala Lumpur until my mother told me yesterday but don't know if it's already confirm then today she told me that it's officially confirmed.

Okay,so today's rehearsal at Kranji Camp was a blast and tired one .

Wanted to wake up at 5 am but then i extended till 5.35 am. Ohmygod,i'm late again because of sleeping. So,bathed and get ready to go to meet Amirah. While walking near traffic light near my house,i heard someone calling my name from behind. I don't bother to look behind because i'm sorting things out for my earpiece.

Then after all that sorting out,i turned behind and too my surprised, Hazlami was the one and i was curious why suddenly he was at Bedok. I remembered that Amirah told me he is staying with his auntie for one week. So went to fetched Amirah with him.

Waited for bus 67 for sooo not long time and then dropped off at 147 bustop.

Waited for Amirah at bustop,went to school by 23 and dropped off at Caltex.

Walked and laughed a lot.

See la,early in the morning already laugh a lot . ^^

Reached school,went off to the toilet and assembled at the parade square area and waited for Nana and the other girls. Nana camed , but Atiqah and Qistina didn't . So i decided to call them up and ask if they are coming or not. Amirah called Qistina and she said that she's not coming because she is tired and sleepy -___-

I called Atiqah,but she didn't picked up . She smsed me back and said that she's not coming because she go St.John.

So , we both fools(Amirah and Myself) was being tricked by them. Then camed together.

Nevermind girlfies,today's your day.

So laughed again and maked jokes with Amirah and Nana.

Took attendance and everything,proceeded to the bus and i so-don't-like the bus because it's veryvery dusty! Like , seriously.

When you tap the chair a little bit of force,the dust come out a lot (:

In the bus,do some cheers with Mr Tay as he led the whole class. Hah,nonsense sia that teacher's cheer.

Whatever -___-

Reached Kranji Camp,went to the teater hall and fuckish to those Pioneer Secondary girls who stared at us one kind. "Eh minah-minah,kau tak perlu nak stare dekat kiter orang per."

I seriously hate them and i gave then a fanatic look.

And to students from JurongVille students . Please don't act can?

Except for Dasfina natalie.

She's alright.

Hehe.

Right guys,i have to get going now.

Goodbye.

Its a relieve

I'm missing someone )):

Who uh who uh ?

Some-one special lah .

Today is Sunday and woke up early and was woken up by Amirah and Baby cause they smsed me.

After waking up,dad cook breakfast and then i had my breakfast. After eating,took bathe and played the lappy.

On the lappy until 2 plus and i'm going out with mummy and sister to Ikea.

just to wonder about.

First,took bus 72 to Tampines Inter and had lunch at Macdonalds.

Had BIGmac and i'm bloated of it.

Ohmygod ((;

Then walked to MRT station to get the free shuttle bus to Ikea.

Daddy is working today so no car.

Wuek -_____-

Then at IKea,i'm so feeling bored because i dont buy anything at all.

hmmm,i'm just walking around.

Smsed 'ehemehem' and then went off home.

daddy fetched us.

Reached home,on the lappy agaain .

Bye.

Your romantic energy is strong

Hey there.

Ohmygod,sucha boredom day today at home.

Today woke up at 8 plus and straightway went to the lappy.

I was woken up because of an sms send by ^^

Bathed late today as i got religious class today at 2 pm.

Ahhhhh,boring -_____-

Nevermind,but today the Iqra reading Uztazah never come.

hehe.

then recess time ate with Ala,Haz and more.

Then continued to Tasfir.

Aww,boring.

I'm bad at reading .

Then went home with Faidhi to granny's house.

And i'm going back to Tampines later.

Hehehhe ^^

Besok i'm trying to cuicui meet baby uh if can.

Insya-allah.

Hmmmm,then in the evening did nothing and laughed along with cousins and they all went home early today.

Alaaah-____-

Why am i typing diffrently?

Hah^^

Who cares.

Bye ((:

Just mind your own business.

Just mind your own business can you?

I'm just referring to a very particular person .

You said that because MAYBE you are jelous.

Right?

Own up your own ASS okay?

If you want that special thing to happen to you,ask to your beloved GIRLFRIEND to do it and i shall do back what you did to me,i mean... US!

UNDERSTOOD???!

The warmth you feel from your friends will keep you in a fabulous mood all day long.

It's is all the end of term one today.

Everything is ending so faast. I don't even feel the heat of term 1. Everything gone soo fast.

shut and close my eyes,cekcek today last day.

-______-

Ohmygod,i guess i'm starting to be craaazy for school holidays agaaain.

Why must everything be gone sooo fast?

I felt as if i just started schooling and being a secondary 2 student. Yesterday????

How is that so?

I don't know * wide wide smile*

Okay,so the pictures on top are the pictures that have been taken from starting of first day of school for 2010 to the end of term 1 , but it's just not in order.

Enjoy the pictures okay?

Kaykay,let's start ^^

Today went to school as for normal, i was feeling better so i can come to school.

Met Amirah at her house and then went to school by 23.

Reached school,went to toilet and Qistina called me up.

She is so damn panicked because she forgotten to bring her track pants to lend it for Farhanah.

Then yada-yada-yada.

School was okay uh today.

I lazy to elaborate uh ^^

After school,accompanied Amirah to the AVA room as she have a student leader meeting and then off to the canteen to get some drinks and then off to the heads to change for NCC!

Hehe,today we got two new parts b's.

Ahhhhhaaaahaaaaa ((:

Kay,training was also damn good for me as i reported sick.

I got stich-es on my stomach.
PAINFUL!

And today is promotion day and i don't get promoted. Or shall i say my part b's?

Nevermind,i will just endure waiting for my next rank.

It's waiting for me too ^^

Lance Copral waiting for me.

Nyeehehehhehe ((:

Be patience Athirah,bee !

Hehe.

So after training like normal uh.

Slacked out at Rockwall.

Hehe.

No job's to do uh.

Then home with ^^

Slacked and then home ^^

Byeeeeeee~ Tired uh.

School Hours.

Currently in school having

[Geography Lesson]

10 minutes of surfing the net.

Awwww, i'm well back now ^^

Like finally i'm getting out from sickness.

*smile's widely*

Shall update more when i come home from NCC okay?

Amirah's coming for training and she's been complaining about the post i kept saying she went dating with her'selami'./

Sick oh get awaaay!

Oh hey there.Sorry for not updating yesterday. I'm so busy and SICK! I'm having a fever.

Grrr,i soooo hate fever.

Yesterday i got Speech Day Rehearsal and i tell you it's just a waste of time going because we only practise the parade ONCE.Highlight the word ONCE.

Might as well i don't go right?!

Hmmmm,nevermind.

Halfway throughout the training i reported sick. I just could not take it anymore.My body is getting weak and hot of fever.

Lance Copral Fazera,myself and Haziqah reported sick.

So after training,had some talk with the junior.

-____-

Then homed with Baby.

Tooked 69 with Fahirah and Ayu.

They dropped off at inter,so am i.

Reached home.

Body feeling weaaaaaaaaaaak.

Daaaaaaaamn Weeeeeeak!

Had to get a medicine and rest.

Took panadols and rest.

These medicine doesn't work on me .

So i planned to go to school today,but i couldn't take it anymore.My body temperature is getting more hotter than ever. So,mummy said better go to the doctor and get an MC and medicine.Because tomorrow is the last day of school and i have to go .

So went to Polyclinic and doctor gave me three diffrent types of medicine.

Reached home and finally took them. Wanted to go and meet Amirah.

But at last,i can't.

Body felt daaaamn weak.

Ish -_____-

But,no worries ((:

Now,i'm already okay.

Byeeee.

Your ability to reason through your problems is greatly enhanced right now, so you should be able to make a lot of progress, though someone's feelings

Hey there (: Today i had my Home-economics Practical Examinations. I really cooked Fried Rice only.That's the easiest i can afford to do. *points on picture on top* That's my yummy fried Rice that i cooked.

Today went to school with Amirah and Baby. Took 23,dropped off at Caltex bus-stop and then walked off to to school. Reached school and off to class.Nana camed today ! Weeee~

After contact time,it was Home-economics.I was in group 2,but the teacher changed my group instead.As i got something on after school. So cooked my fried rice and guess what? It's tasteless but has spicyness. Can you imagine that? Hah ^^

Who is the one who cooked? Me of course me ! Tell you that i'm a sucker for cooking.

So yada-yada-yada and teacher took the marks and i lose a lot of marks as i don't bring along my apron and my sink is wet . Sucker?! Just because of two careless things. Nevermind,at least i know i can improve on it ((:

After Home-ec was Science,wanted to go and get a drink but that Mr Lim was going up the stairs that we are going down. Ass -____- What to do,have to go to class directly. Science was great but have to stayback for three minutes for recess as we were making a lot of noises...Now,i just understand what protons and whatever means. Concentrating !!

Recess today didn't bought any food as we cooked right? So we let other's taste our cooking and congrat's to Nana as everyone says that her food is nicer than mine and Atiqah's . Hah ! Chey,pro uh Nana. Haha,but overall, we did our best. After eating and off to the DnT block to wait for the others and then talked to Atiqah and Qistina and off to class.

Music was quite alright as i don't concentrate on it. Look uh,love music but don't concentrate on the lesson. Maths was also greaaaat ! I love doing the work that was given by Miss Lau. Thanks eh Miss Lau ^^ Then came back to Science,that Mr Lim -___-

Agaaain our class didn't behave well,he had to time up everything. And i'm fuckly disgusted with Khairi as her urinated in the bottle of Lemon Tea and he asked people to smelled it. Shitxzxc! I wanted to vomit blood siaaaaa :/

Then he go and drink his own urination and GOSH?! DON'T YOU THINK THAT'S TOTALLY DISGUSTING?! So,i sounded him and asked him.

Me: Eh Khai,kau nie disgusting sangat kenaper?

Fahirah: Tah khai,kau gi tuang kat dalam bag Syai buat aper?

Khai: Bukan aku kan sial,Syai yang tuangkan.* Shows mad face*

Me: Chill uh Khai,kiter tanyer jer perr.

Khairi: Sial uh , takper uh . Fed-up sia datang sekolah. Gini uh ! Semua aku salaah.

Fahirah: eh ,mepek sia kau.

Khairi:* took out 5 pills of Panadol and swolled up infront of us.

Fahirah: Eh Khai takmo lah!

Me: KHAI! Kau nak mati siang per siaaaah??

Khairi:*not satisfied,took 3 more pills of Panadol*

Me:Runned up to Amirah and told her about Khairi and she did nothing.

Khairi : * went out from class and came back to class and took 4 more pills of Panadol *

All(Amirah,Myself,Nana,Qistina and Atiqah) run and catched Khairi.

Didn't get too and FINALLY get !

Talked to Khairi in a very tired waaaay -_____

Come on uh Khai,don't show attitude can?!

Irritated ((:

Then off to sit at DnT block as Amirah went off earlier as she is going dating with Hazlami to Orchard.Jauhhh kan melayang dorang? Tsktsk! ((: So ,walked out of school and waited for baby at block 893 with Qistina and Atiqah.

Off to Tampines1 to get something and then off to meet Amirah to pass her the money that she wanted to borrow. Accompanied her while waiting for Hazlami to arrived. He arrived and then off to block 165,slacked with Baby and then homed.

Reached home,cleaned up ,relas and then now updating.

Shall end here for today's post alright?

Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day as i got Rehearsals agaaain -___-

*confirm i could not take it*

I'm shiverring right now.

Coldness-STRIKE! Hah ^^

BYEEE ((:

Put away the photo albums and focus more on your future. Nostalgia is so yesterday.

Nostalgia was yesterday.

I'm slowly changing.

Hees,let's start about the day okay?

Alright,today woke early in the morning. Yes,like finally i start a day with a fresh waking up.Get ready to go to school and ohyeah,i opened a new contacts lens agaain.Weeee~
After getting ready all that,ate breakfast that was made by grandma and then off to meet Amirah.Took bus 31 and dropped off at normal place which is block 147.Today,we went to school again with three people.Hazlami was going with us -___-

And,Hazlami don't allow me to go with Amirah as he wants to try to go with Amirah only the both of them.

Well,i felt as if i'm a third party among them? HUH! Whatever.

Who cares bytheway? I ignored the laws of Hazlami and went with Amirah still.

Take my own sweeet time to walk to Amirah house.Reached Amirah's block only,i saw that Hazlami sitting down waiting for Amirah.

What's more? I quickly ran for the lift so that i can get awaay from Hazlami.

Hehh ^^ *gives cruel face*

Then reached Amirah's house and then off to school.

Took bus 23 to school. They satted together.Awww,so sweeet ((:

Takper,i give chance to them.

Reached school,Amirah and I went to the toilet.

Saw Faezah and others. Then Qistina and Atiqah came. Teased Atiqah on her attached with 'ehem-ehem'.

After that , went to assembled at the Parade Square.Satted according to register number.

Grrrr,all of this stuff is normal.

Waited for Nana to come,she didn't came today. -____-

Then first lesson was Science.

I talked a lot during that lesson until i was kicked out from the class.

Mr Lim asked me to get out of the class and then i gave him a fanatic look and walked off and joined Khuz and gang outside.

Then came Qistina to join.

Bodoh peyh cikgu Mr Lim. When i get punished,he didn't put my name on the class journal.

Baek kan?

Biaser uh,i'm his favouriteeee student ^^

Lols,but i don't ENVY him!

Yucks -____-

Second period was Malay. Talked to the teacher about my problem and she advice me on it somehow and she told me how loving my mother is to me.

And now,i realised that all this while i'm wrong.

WRONG towards my parents! They love me that's why they do this.

To them,i'm like precious gold that ain't cheap for others.

Awww,now i understand how my mother feels )):

CHOP-CHOP!

Recess time as for normal. But got sec 3's. YIPEEEE!

Haha,but i wasn't in the mood to look at anyone.I'm feeling awkward. I'm just not me. I'm tired actually.But who cares,i endured!

^^

Then after recess was Geography and sumpaaah i laughed a lot.

Amirah kept on making jokes to the teacher and i laughed a lot.

There was this disgusting thing that we both saw until i burst out loudly to the whole class.

I mean't i laughed LOUDLY!

Then,Mr Soh did a lot of jokes and i just can't control it i laughed loudly agaaain.

Gosh! I'm laughing as if there's no tomorrow.

Then it was Maths time. Miss Lau asked Amirah and me to get our Workbooks at the pigeon holes. And i kept on laughing on the same thing on Mr Soh.

Hahahhahahahahahha!

I had a stomach pain of laughing a lot .

Then stopped as i wanted to concentrate on Maths.

After maths was that Miss Fadilla.

This time is was best uh.

I'm starting to like her lesson.

She made a fun one actually.After school went to slacked for a while outside school while waiting to go back to school for Speech Day Rehearsals.

Went back to school with Baby and Amirah.

Changed into Half-U and met Fahirah at toilet near Canteen.

Falled in at 3.30pm and started with the rehearsals.

Ohmygod,it's fucking tiring.

This time for break,there's no free water supplied.

)):

And i have to taste the longkang flavoured water.

Nevermind,endured!

After rehearsal,had drills with some seniors and Ma'am .

I reported sick halfway through.

I seriously couldn't take it anymore.My head is spinning around and my stomach needs something to eat .

Fahirah cried as her hand could'nt take it anymore.

Satted outside NCC Room and had a rest and then went inside the room .

Took our barang-barang and satted at foyer.

My face is soooooo pale.

Hanan bought me a green tea drink.

Thanks eh Hanan ^^

I wasn't that well yet.

Sat outside G.O and this Fahirah kept on saying about McDonald's meals.

Yummehhhhh ;p

I changed back to my skirt and off to meet Baby.

Walked with him to blocked 893 and then off to Old Chang Kee.

Went home with Fahirah by 69 and she gave me her earpiece.

Woo,thanks(:

Red in colour lagikkkk ((;

I loveeeeeeee ^^

And,reached home.

Rested and took a bathe and had dinner with sister and then now updating.I'm still figuring out what to cook for tomorrow's Home-Ec classes.

Shuuuuut,don't tell me tomorrow,i bought everything and Miss Leow never come?

Ass -____-

Than,i won't bring anything,anymore.

Heeeesh,Yes!

Amirah's going to Camp Steel with US!

WOOOHOOO!

Be prepared okay Amirah for the thrilling adventures there.

Gonna treasure it with you.

((:

Goodnight,sayonara!

Really hard to get the trust back.

I'm wondering if i can get what i want back.

Understood?

What i meant was my trust from my parents back.

That's all that i want. I won't want more from that.

At the time being,i would like to gain their trust back .

Why am i always like this?

Hurting my parents a lot?

When will i make them proud?

please ohmygod.

Save me from all this nonsense.

fuck it!

Hey there peoples.

Sorry or not updating my blog yesterday.I was quite busy yesterday with all those lectures from my cousin and all.

After one came another...

Hmm,i serously don't have a mood to type on this issue.

I'm totally sick of it.

Bye.

Aiming for the highest .

I'm just getting weaker and weaker .

I don't understand why .

It's not that i'm getting weaker and weaker for love,but i'm just getting weaker for my studies.

I seriously have failed agaaain to make my parents proud of me passing all my subjects and to much regrets,i made them sad and i dissapoint them by all those stupid stuffs i done before this.

I'm totally changing after this and i'm gonna start a fresh of EVERYTHING!

Life,love and of course be more positive on my studies.

Getting weaker is one thing, getting more tough life obstacles is another thing.
I don't think i can face it .

Nevermind,all of this will end with all your endurances Errah.

I will endure much on this .

I need people to put trust on me,especially my parents.

Please............

I'm not letting myself abundant of this thing.

I won't let it affect my life now.

EVERYTHING CHANGES!

(Games of getting Inspired and for the changers)

-What if i can't fulfill my promises? ~ People lost trust.

-What if the incident happens again to me?~there's no one to help me.

-If that will happen again,are you going to repent? ~ Definately yes. I will.

-What if everyone leaves me to face everything? ~ I'm sure i'm dying soon ((:

Will you be able to face the consequences alone again? ~ Nope,i won't.

Now,i have learned what is right and what is wrong . I have to choose the good friends. It's not i can't mix around with them. I can and i will.

Today's post is below.

Trust that the future is full of promises.

' SADDENING AND HEARTFULLING'

Now,i just realise how those old folks felt when their sons/daughter left them at the home.My heart really felt sad .

Let's start the day.

Today i woke up veryvery late at 6.10 while i susposed to get out of house at 6.13 everyday.I didn't even know that my phone alarm clock didn't rang in the morning or was i enjoying sleeping until i didn't hear it?Oh well,what to do. I woke up lateee ! Accept the fact Athirah,accept.

Went out of house at 6.25 plus and was rushing for the bus 67 and then dropped off at 147 bus-stop.To me,today's like a worst morning day for me. I dropped my Geography book infront of this hot guy and i was like,'ish,sial uh. Buat malu aku jer' So i really wanted to get out of the bus as quickly as possible as i can.

Walked to block 147 and bought a drink for myself while waiting for Amirah . She came down with her sister at 6.55am plus. So,took bus 23 to school and dropped off at Caltex Traffic Light agaain. Reached school and went to the toilet to do our yada-yada-yada stuff and..Oh,am i being to in detail? Lols. Nevermind.Let's continue. So,today assembled at the Parade Square and i'm being sitted first agaain or should i say everytime? I really hate it :X

First two periods was LA with that Sally Sial. BORING LESSON! I didn't even bother to listen to whatever she's teaching and i kept on talking to Nana and Qistina. Hah,talked about people,love and more. Fun and Amazing kan girls? ^^ After LA was Geog and guess what? I intend to go to sleep agaain this time. But,i managed not to do so. I really controlled my eyes from shutting down as possible as today's Geog lesson was doing the Workbook. All right for me actually. Released for recess early as my class is better in attitude now. Sit around with the girls and then went to the DnT block to have a word with my Juniors regarding on what's happening.I gave them a particular longlonglong lecture . I lectured them until i ended my recess late. Now,i'm telling the juniors not to do it agaain. I'm giving them a chance once agaain to CHANGE! If anything happens again,i'm not going to give them a longlonglong lecture but just have to IGNORE them.Understood juniors? Well ((:

After recess was that Mathematics lesson and Khairi made a really silly joke around with Miss Lau.Today,Miss Lau's hair was a little bit weird. We called it 'belah tengah' her fringe was so like Misses Gopal and Khairi go and greet her went she came in like this 'Good morning Misses Gopaal' and too bad for Khairi,she heard it. Hah ! Luckily Khai wasn't given a TF01 .Perangai peh tu cikgu? Sikit-sikit TF01. CON-______-

Best part,had maths only for 15 minutes as we have to go out of school early as we are going to the Jamiyah Home for The Aged. Walked around as they don't give us any transport. Wanna save economy lahhh katerkaaan ((:

Nevermind,had made alot of jokes with Mr Kok,Amirah and all . For the very first time of my life,a teacher make jokes to a student and used the word BODOH. Siak jer Mr Kok. He joked around with Amirah.Funny lah that teacher. ^^

Reached Jamiyah home and then almost all the Elderly's looked at us and kept on asking us what's our purpose of coming here then we have to explain in detail. Some understand,some don't. So proceeded to the meeting room or whatsoever stuff and then Mr Faizal explained to us somethings about The Jamiyah home. And we proceeded on to the Dining Hall to interact with the elderly's. I grouped up with Amirah and Nana and we chosed this old grandmother who is muslim and we did interact with her well.Kept on asking her question and she even asked us to dance. But, we didn't.Syai,Khuz and Shaheef proceeded on their performances and shall i say it was okay ? Can be improve more. Okay , Khuz? So,Nana and i planned to to something like perform for them a malay and English song.

For malay song: Cinta ini membunuhku(Khai,Syai,Nana,myself)

English: Love Story (Nana,myself) .

If i know in the first place that the elderly's wont be listening to what we are singing,i'm telling you i won't do anything.Not even performing. There is one old granny who is in Indian/muslim i think,when Nana and I was singing,she closed her ears and say this 'Eh,tak sedap lah nyanyi,sudah lah!'

I'm so frigging irritating with it. But,nevermind. I controlled agaaain my feeling's . Nana was also sad upon hearing to it. So,i took the guitar and played for the chinese girl the One Time song by Justin Bieber . And,they loveed it ^^ right? heeee. So,after serving the lunch for the elderly,went back to 7-eleven by 293 and proceeded to school for NDP rehearsals today with the choreographer and i am sooooo in love with the Human LCD that we will be doing for NDP this yeaaar. I'm assigned this code 06m . I'm in the Are and i'm the numbers but not arrowed.Haha,it was super-duper fun like helll ! Nana has to perform on the stage because she was super-duper good in it.Haha. Semangat pe Na? Then we learned the 'are you ready' and countdown'

Nicey-nicey. Even though i can't see the formation,i can see it slowly if we all work on it together.The choreographer is super-cool and he can do a lot of stuff. Haha,Mr Freddie and i forget who.After rehearsals,wanted to slack outside GO and suddenly my sergeant asked me to go NCC and i am sooo weak to go. I'm freaking tired okay ? I runned out of the school with Angus all then find one place so slack .Waited for Baby while slacked with others and then home by 69.

Now,i'm exhausted after a long day.

Shall i end here? Goodnight peeps ((: