I don't wish to forget everything.

Hey there readers. Today's post will be a short one okay since yesterday i post a very long one. So let's give the readers some short post. Hehe. Well,today is such a boring day for me. I seriously am missing Perak and everyone who went there. I really miss 'em ! Time sure flies when we are having fun . But , it's all going to end really fast. I miss Faz's jokes in the bus with the cosmo thingy balloon that she get at Berjaya Timesquare.

How should i say today? Hmmm,i just woked up at 12 exactly and then took a bathe and had breakfast/lunch which is only some junk foods and not proper foods and oh,i miss Perak foods ): But then after eating,i did some home chores before heading for the lappy. Lappy-ed until two plus and onthephone with Baby until 5plus and called Qistina as i already promised her to call her after i've done everything. So i did *wide wide smile* Talked to her for awhile and had to put down before granny nags and nags again. In the evening , i slept after watching Ellen and woked up at 6.45 by baby's call and i finally get to eat my macaroni soup cooked by granny since i didn't eat from late afternoon.And had to some home chores and i'm back to lappy till late midnight.

Maybe tonight not going to talk on the phone with baby? Gosh,i miss him super-duper muchhhh )': Please meet up soon and for you Tanisha , i miss you badly too so as Zaidah ! Jumpe uh please jumpeeeerrrrr ! Byeeee :D

Cause i miss you so

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that's why i can't bear to leave you

I'm home singapore.

I'm back SINGAPORE !

HOME Sweet HOME !

Hey there readers. I swear i enjoyed my Perak trip really well so fcuking much! It's super-duper fun and enjoying! Well,i woked up at 4.45 on fifth of June and get ready to go to school before i head to Perak in the early morning. Took a cab to block 892,met Fahirah and she pass me my sandals that she bought for me and satted for a while to have my breakfast which is my nutella bread. Amirah called me saying that she already reached school already. So,i went into school. While walking,saw SZ,Alep and more of his friends. At school , taking pictures with the whole group that is going for the trip which includes St.John's and NCC(land). After taking pictures,went to take the bus and head to Woodlands Checkpoint. Done with all the immigration and then off to the coach at Malaysia Customs. 8099 was our bus plate number. The tour guide was a friendly one and we had our breakfast at Gelang Patah. We are supposed to have it at Yong Peng, but since we are caught in the jam at the immigration it drag us longer. After breakfast, it's time to start the journey to Gopeng,Perak. We will stop by at a resting area to have our lunch before heading to Gopeng,Perak. Slept in the bus for veryvery long hours and then chit chat and chit and chat. Hehe :D Reached Gopeng,Perak in the evening . Something happened in the bus, don't wish to elaborate. Took a lorry into the forest where the Earth Camp is located at. Wooo,like finally i can release my misses on Kampong Life ^^ .Girls one Lorry,boys another lorry. Had our dinner and then check into the bunks. The first night was quite undelightful as i have not adapt to the environment there and with all those insects and everything. Rest for the day (:


6th of June ( Whitewater Rafting & Waterfall Trekking)

Wake up around 7.00am plus and had breakfast. After breakfast ,straightly went up to the lorry and off to one of the village for Whitewater Rafting. While we are on the way to the waterfall, we had a lot of fun and now i really relised how fun kampong life can be and it doesn't mean that you will always get a lot of richness,you can explore this life better. Every activity of the whitewater-rafting begins with a full safety briefing and then off to launch. I lost my friendship band with Baby ): and Amirah lost one of her shoes during a practise swimming in the water. Too bad for you Mirah! Then off to lauch. We went to a lot of rapids and i love one of this. It's submerge into the water and weee,iloveit damndamn much! after two hours of rafting and then we stopped and took group photos together and back to the Earth Camp to wash up and be ready for Waterfall Trekking. It was super tiring but then i endured till the end until i get a leech on my leg and i didn't relise it at ALL. Aww,it's not painful at all. But i can feel the leech sucking up my blood really slowly and then back down to the groundfloor and zoooop to the end of the trek. Rest in the bus and went back to Earth Camp and rest for the day.

7 Of June ( Caving at Gua Tempurung & Pinaccle Adventure)

Woke up as for normal and then had breakfast before heading to Gua Tempurung to cave for the early activity. I swear the limestones are beautiful and so nice . It somehows forms up into some animals structures and it really caught my attention. After walking up the stairs for one whole hour,it's time for a swim in the cave . We have to leopard crawl in between the limestones that is sooo tiny miny. A lot of (NCC)land boys helped me with going down the sandslide,stairs and some other parts too. Thanks, i love the bonding between us ! After all those swimming, we finally made up to the end and we rest along the stream and the exit and swam a lot of times with Atiqah,Amirah and more while the others stands-by to splash water on the other group and the other friends. After caving , head back to Earth camp to have our lunch before Pinaccle . I seriously don't want to do any of it but , i'm persevered to try it and fight my fear of height a lot ! I barely took around 45 minutes to complete a obstacles which includes three of it. YAY ME! Then off to the Flying Fox. I must work for it to earn it! Back down to Earth Camp after all the activities and pack up to transfer to hotel in Kuala Lumpur. The journey was around 2 hour plus. Reached at the early night and had our dinner at a Chinese Restaurant. Yummy foods ~ After eating , went to see the city before heading to our hotel , which is The Nomad Sucasa. It's waaay to beautiful. I love it. I was assigned room 1130 with roomates, Amirah and Hanan. We had a bathe and rested while others suddenly came to our room to ton but then we changed location to room 1230. Went to have our late supper which is Maggi noodles bought by our Ma'am's. Thankyou ma'am. Went back to our room and had late night talk and went to sleep around three.

8th of June(city tour and shopping and homesweethome)

woked up by hotel reception at 7.30am. Head for a bath and down to the coffeehouse for breakfast. After breakfast , went to room 1522 for a break and then off to the lobby to check out. Had to settle things up and then off to the bus. Amirah lost her handphone and went up to the room to check and it was there. Luckily she found it and off to city tour. First stop was Chocolate Factory. I didn't buy anything cause i know some people dont like chocolates. Next stop,batik shop. Nice :D But expensive =__= Then off to Berjaya times Square to shop. I bought a dress and baby a jacket and mummy a shoe and some crackers for others. Had to continue back journey to singapore at 2. Reached at the checkpoint in the evening and dropped off at school at 8 plus. Went to Tenderbest to have a clear off before heading home. Now,i'm hungry. My last food was Macdonalds at times Square. Nevermind.

Overall, i enjoyed the trip really well and actually,i don't wish to go home faaaast. But , this is life, there's an end to everything. Alright, i wanna rest. Bye:D

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Hello there readers. I'm off to Perak in hours time. This is the last post for the week okay? I will update once i have rest and come back from Perak. Hmm,on top are the pictures just now doing nothing and chatting with that Sufie. Webcams and then i'm off to pack things for tomorrow. Hehe ^^ Can't wait,can't wait.

I'm bringing little money )':

Nevermind,as long it's enuff to go shopping.

Enough said, i have to go now and have my early beauty sleep.

Goodnight people~

Baby,iloveyousosososomuch :D

Finally,it's Friday.

Hey there hey there *waves waves waves * Finally it's Friday and tomorrow i'm leaving Singapore for Perak. Weee~ Okay,basically i woked up at 6 today to do my morning prayers and then continued back to sleep and woked up at 10 plus. My phone is soooo silent without any messages from anyone. I seriously miss someone damn badly ): Please come home fast :B

Okay, so tomorrow i'm leaving in the morning around 5.30,maybe getting a cab to school and then meet Amirah outside the school gate and wait for Fahirah to get my Sandals. Then i shall be leaving already. Ohmygod,i'm gonna miss Singapore. Yeah,so i have to pack a little more things into my big bag and then i can rest for the day and sleep early tonight. I will bring my handphone along so inside the bus i can listen to music and not getting bored. So,if anyone of you wanna sms me orwhatsoever, just text me but i'm sorry i won't be able to reply you guys. Okay?

So,finally i wanna say something.

I'M SCREAAAAAAAAAAMINGGGGGGGG !

Eager to go,eager to go , EAGER TO GO~

Bye :D

Endurance.

Hey there readers. Today's such a bored day at home. I seriously wanna go Perak as soon as possible. Like seriously,i wanna have fun with all my platoonmates and seniors. Hmmm,nevermind. Two more days to go and i'm off ~ Hees.

Today woked up at 6plus,saw five messages from Baby saying that he's already leaving at 5.43am. He send me the last message before he boards the plane. Now,i have not been replying to his sms but i did at the last minute which is at six plus. But,it's too late he off his phone already.So continued back to sleep and woked up at 10plus. Smsed Atiqah and then after bathing,had to pack and iron my things for Perak already. So,took all the clothes that i'm bringing to Perak. Grr,it's quite a lot to bring. It's only four days and i'm bringing as if it's one month.Heh. Fake \m/

After ironing,put all the clothes into the bigbag and i still have to pack my day pack. Done with it and then off to lappy and lappy until three plus. Qistina smsed me saying that she is quite bored at home. So,otp with her until five plus and then had a bathe and continued to play my Sims game in my lappy. Ohmy,i'm addicted to it back already ^^ Played the game and stopped back at 7. Have a bathe and then had dinner.

I've packed my medicine for the trip. Just in case , if got emergency or whatsoever. Okay,i'm done here ~ Goodnight people.

Baby,i miss you so much. Sunday please come fast :B

Everybody deserves a second chance for them to change.

[ I know i've caused troubles . But, it's time to turn into a new me.]

Hey there readers. Today is such a normal day. Woked up in the morning at 10plus and then went off to take a bathe while waiting for grandma to be home before we head to Tampines to my cousin and mummy's house. So, after bathing , had breakfast which she bought for me and then leaved home around 11.30 and reached mummy's house at 12.30. Relaxed and than the starting of the lecturing from both of them. Firstly, mummy told granny upon the suspended thing that happened to me a few months back and she is still getting it back into the topic. Padahal,topic is already closed =_=. Then they comment comment about my behaviour lately. I've been rude whatsoever, blahblahblah. As if they never be rude before to their parents -_-

Everything ended until three plus and then leave mummy's house to cousin's house which is also around Tampines. Took bus 168. Sit around with Fahmy and watch him play the game GuitarHero and then went home around 6plus. Took bus 28, homed and then bathed.

I've not eaten my dinner yet,i've yet not get ready for the things to Perak and my FREEDOM is TIGHT back ! Damn it , i swear i hate everybody who is looking down on me ! Nevermind,i'll just keep quiet in heart. I'm just controlling my patience towards everyone , don't make me turn it to a full blast and then BOOOM ! I shall make everyone regret.

Alrgiht ,enough of the emotional thingy on top and back to life ~ Baby's leaving for Cambodia tomorrow morning which is in the middle of night he will be going to the airport. Baby,sorry for not sending you to the airport. Next time if you go anywhere i send okay? ^^ Takecare when you are there and no hanky-panky okay? Be good and i shall see you once i'm back from Perak okay sayang? Iloveyoutothemax & iwillmissyou TRUCK LOADS XD !

shut your shitty eyeballs ~

I know i'm a failure again.

This time i really messed up with a lot of people. Even my parents. I know they surely have a high expectation for me in doing well for my exams after all those freedom they give to me to have study groups outside and outings with friends. But i know, i have indeed misused it. I've not shown them a good results after all those things i've done and yet i've hurt both my mum and grandma as they have high expectation . I know i always caused trouble for people and for now people are looking down on me. Who is that people? First,it's gonna be my granda and my other family members and cousins. I also know that i should show my younger some good examples but i don't. Somehow , this feeling really hurts me when i got to know myself that everyone now is looking down at me. Everytime i walk out from the house , i cried inside my heart and slowly i cried while walking. I felt really bad for doing all this mistakes and i felt wrong indeed for making myself a bad one. I should start bucking up in my studies and always ask a lot of help from my beloved girlfies or whoever. I seriously need someone to talk to. I need a person that understand how i feel. Everytime i want to show to them i can change, they won't allow me too. For the time being ,i shall just keep quiet and study hard for everything and push myself in this good attitude. I'll show to EVERYONE that all of you are WRONG! I'm not going to promise. Actions speaks louder than words. So, let's just be a low-profiled girl. I know who i am . Like seriously , you all don't have to look so down on me and not showing it to me. Cause' i already know it. Don't have to show. Let's just time and attitude shows them how i feel and i'll work for it - I'll never stop believing in my dreams ~

Bilang saja pada semua,biar semua tahu adanya,diriku kini sendiri.