It's been the longest with you.

Alright, as i mentioned on the previous post that i will update once more for today.

After spending my afternoon with baby, we finally get to speak up on things that we do towards each other. For me, he thinks that i'm controlling him. Maybe to me I'm not controlling him but maybe for him I am. He told me that he doesn't like to be control by other people. So let's be it okay? I won't control you anymore and I wont ask you who you are going out with, what time coming home all that. I don't want to be known as a 'controller' in your life. I swear I don't want. Trust me. Yes,i do give you permission to control me. But as always, your privileges are limited. You can only control me for my habits of smoking but not other things. It's gonna be fair and square. Okay?

Like i've always wrote in my blog,I'm weak in all this stuff. I don't have the skills to do it. Sometime i just feel like giving up in everything and just go with my own business and own flow. We've talked a lot just now and we talked about school life and more. I just totally envy you,understand? I know after the incident, i've not been giving you much much attention and we only meet up like only two days in a week and I don't even get to spend time with you like we use to when we first met. I didn't plan this in my relationship and yours. I know that i'm not giving you the fullest max love to you. I haven't love you enough yet. I can see that i don't really get a lot too but i understand your life preety much. I'm trying to be understanding here,can't you see?

Yes,so from now onwards I'm gonna stop asking you too much question cause imma afraid if you really get annoyed with me so much. So the question that i'm gonna ask is ' Where are you going?' "Okay,takecare and have fun." I'm not gonna ask you too much questions like "Who areyou going with?" What time all that i won't be asking you anymore. I'll try my best to get rid of all that questions. I promise to do my best. But, when it comes to an conclusions, please don't think that i don't care about you anymore. I don't want to ask you such question cause I respect you. I will never regret doing this because i don't want to ruin all this love just because of a small thing. From now on, with effect from 1/10/10 , I won't stop you from doing anything. Anything you want to do, just go ahead. I'm okay with it. But remember,if you push it to the limit, the perfect answer to your wrongdoings is just this five words. I want to _______________. Okay? I really hope you understand what i'm going through right now.

Have a save night, iloveyou Kurniawan Adeyanto <3

I felt like giving up.

A big jar full of water gets emptied by just a small hole. Meaning? A single pain could drain the happiness of a loving heart.

Hey there )': Nice Thursday today is. Really, i enjoyed it so much because i've been concentrating in class so much for History and Science lesson. That's a spledid job for me. Well, I have been participating a lot today in History class because I want to get more global dollars from Madam Yeong in order to be calculated into my SA2. Blahblah, but then the thing that i seriously hate about today is, FIRE DRILLS!

It's been like two weeks i've been observing the school has always come up with a fake fire drill alarms and today there's one more. In the first place, I don't believe it was a real one because i was having fun during my P.E lesson and it was a Softball game. It's only the first game and we have to stop because of the stupid fire drill alarm. Darn, we have to assemble at the field as a whole school and wait for the warrants to check the school and mark attendance blahblahblah stuff before we can finally go back to our class. But one thing is, today we got no maths lesson because of the fire drills :D Thanks eh Mr Singth. Sayang kau banyak banyak -.-

I got two teddy bears from Faz. She gave it to me and what's cool about it is that, it's wearing the Springfield Uniform but then it's the older version. Tucked in. After school,I just spend my time with my friends before meeting baby. Spend time with baby too today. Awesome one :D Butbutbut,I felt lost after what i've spoken.

I shall make it at another post alright? :D Tune in!

Nobody but you.

Miss Audrey Lim.

Hello. I got something to tell you all, my art prep work is killing me so much -.- Gosh! I have to take around one and a half hour to think on ideas for my layouts and it's super stressful when you have to concentrate more on your academic subjects but then the best thing that I did was, I did two works in one time which is I do my art prep work and also memorising the poems for Literature. YAY ME (exclamation mark).

School? Today, my TWOCOMPASSION really got a BIGBIGBIG suprise. Our dearest Miss Audrey Lim came back to Springfield today just to visit us. When i saw her figure walking outside the class, i quickly ran to her and hugged her. I seriously miss her so much,oops i meant, we all miss her so much :D So, she talked to us for awhile before we go to the school hall for assembly and if i got to know earlier that the assembly was just about Springfield Musical, i wouldn't want to go and wants to spend time with Miss Lim more.

I sat down at 893 after she left and waited for baby to come and meet me. I went home around four plus. Wanted to go to sleep but then i just don't have time to do it. Bluek! Nevermind :D Nights!

Show off.

Hey there. Wonderful Tuesday for the day in school and at the airport. But baby was not in his good mood today. So imma let him be by himself for awhile. So yeah, school? It's super fun. I think i shall emphasise on my class more since someone is acting sooo big in Fb about their class. So what sia?! -.- I love TWO COMPASSION, they are the best among the best. I SWEAR I LOVE MY TWO COMPASSION. I'm sorry if i'm writing this in a harsh or sarcastic way, but i just don't like it. Understand Bitch? Thank-you (:

After school,i went to accompany Nana back to her house so that she can get change to go to Airport. Then we went to my house to get myself changed. Tooked the MRT to Tampines and shopped around at Popular Bookstore before heading to Airport by 27. Went to the basement and quickly get our MacDonalds cause i'm sooooo hungry already. Sha's boyfriend, Dan was there too. We maked a lot of jokes with him and we watched 1000 Ways to Die together. Eew,super disgusting. Disgusting+Phobia. I don't dare watching it alone at home all my myself. Went home around 7plus. Didn't get scolding. Gonna go again to airport this Friday with Baby and Mirah. Haha :D Can't wait (:

:D :D :D

It has never been expected.

Hello there. What a day today is.

School has been great today but then the thing that i hate the most is, Maths lesson for four periods straight. Mr Tay gave us a so called "tuition" during CME lesson. He became our "second" maths teacher. That is super ridiculous -.- He can never understand maths well,i can bet you.

I suddenly love maths already. Well,actually for a long time it's just that i don't have the interest to concentrate on it more. I can tell you that i'm gonna flop my maths but insya-allah not science. If god wiling. Seriously. If i pass my science,i'm outta my criteria already. Weehooo. But wait,not only that, i have to study more on my History too. Wait,got one more thing that i have to do which is my Art Prep work. Okay, whose with me to airport tomorrow? Haha :D

I'm gonna get my watercolour cake by tomorrow at Popular bookstore with Amirah before I leave for Airport so that i can eventually choose the colour for my colour scheme for my art prep. I have to buy Mathematical Set because we may need it in maths exam. Blrgh -.- I use to have those last time, but then now all gone. Cantik! So yeah. EOY is gonna start in 9 days time including today. I've done some of my revisions for maths and science. Please god, let me pass this time. I don't wanna fail my family once again. Enough is enough.

For the laughing gas,i don't wanna try it anymore. It can damage my brain cells. Now i know already from Panda. Haha :P I'm gonna pass it down to whoever want's it. I don't want to get addictive towards it. Lastly,i'm gonna go to the airport tomorrow with Sha,Mirah and Sha's boyfy (Danial). Can't wait can't wait! Hehe :D

Okay,i miss my baby so much already. When you want to go to school with me again dear? I miss the 'morning' you )': Shall see you soon. Amiraaaaah! Dah cuci bag belom?! Bau udang siaaaa XD

Humiliated

I love that phrase soooo much <3

Hey there. Sorry for not updating for few days. I have been very very busy this whole week. I remembered that I only update for three days for this week. Wanna know why?

On Thursday, school was super fabulous with all the laughters and PE lesson was the coolest as we played softball and i just can't stop laughing at my dearest compassions jokes. After school, I went to fetch my sister at my aunt's house before heading to Tampines Mall with Nana to get my sister's birthday present. Well, it's a last minute present because I don't really know what to buy for her. I got her a pencil case which has a disney princess on it. Walked around before heading to my aunt house for some acting by my cousin. Mummy was already there for her scene. Baby is having band on that day so i went home with Nana by 291. Reached and blahblahblah. In the evening, went to Punggol for another scene there which is the accident scene. Super cool with all the blood around me. I got a bruise on my face, all by make-up. See! I'm supporting all people who got bruises okay. Hahahah (: I wanted to go home to granny's house but then i changed my mind and went back to mummy's house and go to school from her house. The day was a blast.

The following day, school was alright too. My artefact for DNT is gonna be ready soon and everybody is like asking me for help. This is so cool using the strip heater.HAHA~ The fun part is, my cliques and baby's friend, Sufie,Qamar,Idris are following us go Jalan Raya. Yay! This is sooo fun. I think our lucky number is 17 cause all the people adds up to seventeen. Syafiq Abbas and Syafiq R followed us too. We went to fetch baby first and then went around Tampines. My house is the last one, eventually baby could come cause he had to go off first to his aunts house so we went to Hafiz house before mine. I couldn't follow them to Nana's house because i got a curfew on. Nevermind, i really really love the day so much friends. I swear i love you guys to the max :D

Saturday has came and my routine has started back and I have to go my religious class back again every Saturday. Gosh! That is super boring -.- I'm getting really bored at home so i just go there to spend my Saturday's. Went home to celebrate sister's birthday party but then then then, my sirs and ma'am from HQ wanted to came with my Sergeant Major Aisyah. So they came and had some food then it was ridiculous when they called my Farhana Jepun cause my face looks like one of the ma'am there in HQ. Haha :D Wth~(but it's true lah) and then my other cousins came. After all went home, we cutted the cake and i love the cake so much. Cause the printing is CARE BEARS! Ergh. I want that for my birthday,can?! I wonder when i can get that celebration back since i've last got in when i was primary two. Hmmmm. Jelous y'know. I'm bored so i didn't text much people.

Today, which is Sunday and tomorrow is school day. BORING! I woked up quite early today which is at 9plus in the morning. I went out with Fiqah,Tanisha and Zaidah to Airport to study. We had a lot of fun and all of them are so random. After going back from airport,i dropped off at Tampines Mall for awhile to go around at Charles and Keith with them before i went home. It was a fun day :DD So who want's to ask me to go airport with them next week? Sha? Mirah? Come'on we gotta study. Exam is in 10 days my dear friends. I'm worried now.

Errrrrrrgh, i found out something. He is soon gonna be other girls property soon. Blerk! Why does this feeling comes to me? We got nothing already. Gosh! Please let go of this feeling my heart. LOLS. Kay,bye :D Long post already !

Everything went well.

Guys, sorry for not updating. This week has been sucha blast. Really :D Hehe. I love baby (:

WILL UPDATE A PROPER POST. SOON! HAPPY SEVENTH MONTHSARY BABY AND JALAN RAYA WAS FABULOUUS!

You're always mine.

COM-PAS-SION (:

Hey there.

I've been wanting to post something for my twocompassion. Well,here it goes. After what we had done to Miss Liza yesterday, it really teaches us a big big lesson. Now we understand why all teachers start to give up on us easily. I'm not saying all,some. Those who can cope,I thanked you for that cause I'm also part of the club. Hehehe =P But, then i finally came to a resolution that I don't want this to happen again because, we have approximately around five more weeks before we end twocompassion(2010). Aren't you guys gonna miss the two years we had gone through together? The pains,the gains and of course, the laughters flying around the class. I just wanna make this last few days and months with you all a very very meaningful one. I really hope you guys understand what i'm trying to explain here.

So yeah, everyone is under a big stress right now especially when EOY is just around the corner and it's in two weeks time. Exactly. I could feel the tension coming through my nerves right now. Just hang on, everything is gonna end soon (: Alright, so since yesterday Miss Sharon Tan had complaint to the General Office,today the whole class had to stayback and had some lectures going on by Miss Tan and Miss Ong. We get scolded and Miss Tan raised her voice at us just now. This is so uncool ): But, the lecture goes on till tomorrow. So,yeah. Tomorrow, 145 sharp in classroom. All must be seated. That's what Miss Tan is expecting. Mampos! Buah Zakar betol ah ni Miss Sharon Tan. Because of her, ERGH! I'm lazy to talk about her. Fcuk off!

I'm gonna have shooting tomorrow and tomorrow is my sister's birthday. Sweet five yer dikk?! haha :D Setengah jagung lagik sayang oi. Haha :D Well,gonna buy her a small cake tomorrow cause on Saturday there will be a partay and I'm attending Qistina's Open House and on Sunday for Amirah. Cool! Packed when exams are coming .Gosh!

Teenage Dreams.

Hello, things have been settled up and when we got some fights, we will end up solving it in only one day and that's super cool? It's like a fight between sisters and brothers. Hah :D I don't wish to hurt their feelings and now i already knew why they do this. It's actually they do this for a very good reason. We talked in a open way just now in school which includes my five girls. We started off with Amirah first, eventhough i know what Amirah is going through,i still try to think about others too. Right after she told everything,i started with Qistina. Loads and loads of things we talked about. All our so-long-kept-secrets have been let out one by one. Right girls? No more secrets? We try to talk openly next time.

Fight is a sign that we really care for that person. Right? Hah. So yeah,school has been suchha blast today but then compassion was having an attitude day today. Very restless and HORRIBLE! We were soooo noisy until the next class teacher who is Miss Sharon Tan have to complain to the office and wants to bring the OM and DM along. It was soon going to end school already, when the bell rang, the whole class said thankyou and goodbye to Mrs Ezra and all of us went. Haha :D That's my two-compassion. Went to slack at 893, did some things and went off with baby. Wanted to buy ring today but then cancelled. Next week.

YAY ! 7TH monthsary is up this Friday. Yipeeeee *.*

I have the potential.

ALWAYS GONNA BE A GOOD WINNER,FIGHT FOR RIGHTS AND GO WITH WHO YOU WANNA BE WITH. I'VE BEEN MOTIVATED AND ENCOURAGED BY SOMEONE. THIS IS GONNA BE MY PATH. IN THE MEANTIME,FML __

Swensens,late night = love :D

What a wonderful day yesterday. I had a date with ZaidahIdris,we bought Vanilla Custard and wanted to buy laughing gas. But then the freaking irritating aunty scolded us. She's like what the hell is that thing they're saying. Fuck off! She went to my house to hang around. I went out with my family and cousin for hari raya outing and of course to Airport for a late night ice-cream session at Swensens. Yummy.(I'm still craving for the ice-cream still) I ate sticky chewy chocolate ice-cream. Walked around at Airport, took pictures and of course pretending that i'm gonna fly that night. (HAHA) It was mummy's joke everytime.

Okay, Abg Zaki has reached California already. I really hope he gets to meet my Mr.Justin.Bieber :D Hahah! So we went home after that at two plus. Baby has reached Singapore back and he went to sleep first. I woked up late today and i don't know what's today's plan is. Maybe i'm just gonna do my homework and be a couch potato for the day :D That's me (: Raya outing with friends sooooooooonnnnn (!)

It's a tie.

Holaa. I got something to tell you guys here. Team challenge was yesterday and it sucks to the core. We lose for netball and basketball. -.- Both sports at a time. Nevermind, it's alright. Always have a next time but with diffrent people. So yeah, I grow another injury to my hands due to DNT and legs due to the team challenge. This don't always happen to me.

Yesterday's training was fun but then it's way to early for us to leave as we got team challenge. What a pity to Hanan cause she'll be the only part b's there with the juniors. I swear i laughed a lot yesterday at the training with the rain singing and much more. I want more (!) Soon as the team challenge commence it's start, basketball and floorball started first then to soccer and netball. The floor was wet and they wiped it using newspapers. Hah (: We were the first class with Aspiration to compete. We lose, then to Fortitude we lose, Excellence we lose and of course Graciousness we LOSE! -.- What a 'loser' day for the players. Baby has not been been watching me playing the game but instead go and ride. What a pityy blog.

But, I did get to meet him yesterday. Aww,i miss him so much! I really hope you got our deal okay baby? Heh. Went home to cousin's house yesterday and i slept for awhile while they planned to go out and eat. I didn't follow due to tiredness. Haha :D Now imma okay already with my leg. Thanks for the concern people. (:

Real with me

I'll never catch a shooting star
or call ya out on who ya really are
i know im not the one you wanna win
it's a losin game
so i'm losin it

and i'm surprised we got this far
with that barricade but i want more
i would be a fool to let you let me quit

and maybe you should just say somethin
you havent rehearsed-but that leaves nothin
along with me-you've neglected the urge to be real
real with me,
if i'd ask for one thing
just say i love you
but i know you wont blink
truth wont pass your lips-i know
stop pretending

i'm not susprised i let you in this far so it's
it's safe to say that i still adore you
i'm not the one who started this
and i wont back down
so keep pushin it
and on the day that you came undone
that day was the last day that i felt home
so i would be a fool to let you let me quit


And it was never about what you were not
but i dont know how much longer i can hold on
hooooold onnnn.

Anxiously waiting.

Hey there. Have been sucha busy busy week this days and team challenge is coming up soon this Friday. I'm seriously so anxious about it so much. Well yeah, I can't wait to bring the battle on with other classes. Yipee! For that,i got myself two contact lenses from Maxi Eyes which is in Brown and Black in colour. Next colour is, Maroon (: I'm gonna have vampire eyes soon. Yay! No more froggy eyes.

I sometime do feel my life is such in a mess but nevermind, i've been pranked by baby and Adeeb today. Since when do i give numbers to big big brothers ? =.= Lainkali,nak prank tu pikeh dulu eh. Nevermind. I'm tired right now and i miss someone,badly right now.

I wonder how other girls have a wonderful relationship *smiles widely*

Let go from the outside.

Hello hello hello. School was okay today as so much laughters have been flying around too and i'm starting to concentrate more already because EOY is just around the corner. Hang on there,Errah. Hang onnnn! Two weeks and three days to go before the exams and then you can enjoy as much as you can. Hmmmmm. So yeah, i was inspired by this sentence "study=pass=promoted=proud :D "

After school, went to slack for awhile with peeps while waiting for baby and then went to slack with him as yesterday we didn't got to. Thanks for the lemon tea eh baby. I love you :D

Homed by 28, saw Juned in the bus. Went home with Iqah. I thought of going to sleep early tonight but nevermind i want to talk to my dearest ((:

Goodnights :D

Blogging-stuffs.

( Click Click, Snap,Snap)

Reaaaaders! I'm back to blog,facebook and more more bloghopping(of course). So,my Hari Raya this year have been a blast for the first three days. There's a lot more days coming and i'm gonna collect more and more and more! YAY (!) Currently I have one hundred plus and i'm gonna step two hundred soon. I can't wait to go out with my cliques and shopping with Nana. I must go out with baby too (:

Like normal, Hari Raya always occurs at nenek house,every year. This year,the first family to arrive is, my family. Mummy,sister and myself. I guess all of you might be wondering where's my dad right? Well,i don't wish to elaborate here. He is just an suck-ass. This year hari raya is a bit diffrent because my family only consist of three girls and no boys. Look,i don't wish to elaborate about this anymoree. After i had eaten some cookies and drank some delicious drinks, i am just waiting for my cousins to come and i could bond with them moree(!)

Faidhi's family came up next. Fahmy and his nonsense jokes flying around and laughing moments for me. Then came more cousins. Syafiqah even came too. My cousin who i have not been meeting for one year plus and i damn miss her soooo freaking much but too bad he sister, Shazzy is not able to come because she's working and i really miss her too. Maybe next time we shall meet up,girls (: Chatted with her and took some pictures with her but then it's all in her phone. She'll upload it soon as possible. My another cousin from Hougang also came,Atiqah and Amirul. I sooo' miss Atiqah too but definately not Amirul cause i'm not that close to him. It's been years since i met them for the very last time. Had some bonding and then time to 'salam-salam' and ask for forgiveness from every single person there except small kids and childrens. Whats the diffrence? Nyahhah! Then $$$$$ came in loads and loads and loads of time. Gobs of money and envelopes with money inside is on my hands.

Sat and talked. Played with my cousin's laptop. Macbook Pro. Took funny pictures together and then photo-taking with the whole family and cousins. I felt like a S-T-A-R! Haha :D Perasantan betol lah aku nie. Stop it yeah. Then settled down and ate one more time. I love the sotong so much (: Watched a horror movie, i can't actually remember the title but then it's sound like k-e-li-won something something. I don't know. Halfway through the movie,i slept until two plus when i was woked up we are going home already. I went back to mummy's house again and i've been spending four days there. Shall do it again, next time. Homed,i couldn't take it anymore i just went to sleep until the next day morning.

Went to grandma's house agaaain. Now, more people coming in and more money. So as yesterday but then i went out with family to my other cousins house and more money collected. Yipeeeee! For today, i woked up LATE for school which is at 6.30 am. I'm supeeerrrrr late this timeeeee! I smsed Amirah to ask her to go alone as i'm gonna be late and she doesn't have to wait for me but ended up i saw her crossing the road when i was in the bus at 7.19am. She waited for me and we went to class together with her boyfy. I tortally miss my friends so muccchhhhh after a one week never meet them. So, when are we going to go jalan raya girls? Plann soon okay?! haha ;D I have to go now. Bye :D

I'm back.

Hey there, i'm totally sorry for not updating. I shall update soon okaay :"D

WILL UPDATE A PROPER POST SOON (:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI :DDD

One final day.

9 September 2010

The last day of ramadhan.

It's gonna leave us once again.

Tomorrow is Hari Raya.

Collection timeee and food attack :D

Lastly,i still have not get my Hari Raya Bag yet.

Shall get it later.

Hours to it :DD

Before i forget, Happy 11 monthsary to

Sufie and Qistina :D

I guess i won't be able to update tomorrow as I'm gonna be a busy-woman.

For that, i would like to wish you all

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN :D

Enjoy the festive season (!)(!)

If i could write you a song

No more courses :B

3,2,1= Hari Raya ^^'

No more courses means,i can concentrate on raya more :D

Hey there :D Finally, my courses during the September Holidays are over and i'm so glad that i will not be seating on the chair and hearing lectures for two hours plus. All that is, OVER! Not only that, I have like two more days before raya to get my things ready and my homeworks to be done.

As usual,I thought that this course is gonna be a boring one because it's just gonna be lectures and lectures all the way but then Iwas wrong, again. It's fun with all the CD guys teaching us the methods and demostrating to us all the basics but then when it comes to the lecture,it sucks to the core. Seriously. With the annoying CPL. Blahblahblah and then went for lunch. Sgt Jeeha came to accompany Sgt Atiqa. We went to sat a block and have chat when our lunch time is quite long around one hours plus going to two. Went back and we were quite early and myself and Farhanah drew some grafiti on the windows that are covered with fogs and guess what? The instructors there were freaking mad at all of us who drew or touch the window and drew something. But theres a worser case, someone drew a 'fuck' and middle finger grafiti on the windows. I owned up for my wrongdoings of touching the windows only butbutbut,I'm not the culprit who drew the 'nonsense stuff' okay? It was from other school. A better school called, TKSS (:

Had a few more lectures and study time before our test. I studied, a little bit only. I passed the test but I don't know what is my marks for the paper and guess what? Amirah failed but then the sirs there helped to push her to the passing mode so that she don't need to come back next year and take the course again. Be thankful Mirah :D Oh,yes. One more thing before i forget to say about the course is there's this guy who is sooo cute that I falled in love with him, but a little bit because i still remembered my limitations. Nyahaha, and i don't think i'll get him too because,he's a instructor. He is instructor Md Hafiz and Siddeque. Truely handsome,so much. Okay,better stop this before baby gets annoyed. Hah :D

Hmmmm,baby's gonna have band tomorrow and i shall be lonely in the morning. Who wants to accompany me by texting me? Anyone? So yeah,I'm going back to mummy's house tomorrow and gonna be there for Hari raya's Eve. Can't wait. I got no accesories yet. Hmmmm,but i got falsies. Yay! Alright,i have to MIA now. I shall update tomorrow okay? iloveyoupeoples :D

yay!

Oh howdy :D
Finally i get to rest for a day today after going for a one day course yesterday at SANA. Thought of waking up late but then i was woked up by a call from mummy. She told me that she wants to bring me out and go get my raya shoes but then i remembered that i already bought my hari raya shoes already. I woked up at watch teevee while grandma is out to the market and love is still not awaked. So i took my blanket and continued to sleep back until eleven plus. I wake love up and then I had a bathe and did some spring cleaning to prepare for Hari Raya.

FYI, my holiday homeworks have not been touched yet. I shall do it soon. I got Maths and Science homework to do before Hari Raya and i shall do it by tonight or tomorrow night. Frankly speaking,I'm lazy to go for tomorrow's course because it will take me one whole day, again. But thank god it's nearby to our school. It's located at the Civil Defence HQ at Tampines. Luckily near if not, i won't go and mummy don't allow me too. I really really don't expect this course to be at a further place because i wanna go home early tomorrow and do more spring cleaning before malam raya as i want to relaaax (: Anyway, baby is going to ride to his grandma house tomorrow so at least he go some things to spend on.

Yesterday night i slept at one plus. Thought of tonning with baby but then he was tired after going out with his cousins so let him sleep and perhaps maybe tonight i shall ton with him but theeeennnnnnn,i got course tomorrow -.- Nevermind, during the lectures i will go to my lalaland and shall wake up only for breaks ^^ It will end just like yesterday. How niceeee~ So yeah, i think i shall go now and watch teevee and get my things ready :D

I can feel the wind.

What a course ^^ Overall the course was fun and i didn't expect it to be that fun. In the first place i thought it's gonna be a boring one and it's always gonna be lectures,lectures and lectures. But then it turns out wrong, there's lectures but then they equalise with some videos in between and of course breaks. That's a must. The course was actually about Anti-Drugs and whatsoever. Now, i learned more about drugs and the consequences if you have it or in possesion.

I woked up for pre-dawn around four plus and then i slept back. I woked up at 6 and took a bathe.I was supposed to meet my friends at 6.45 but then i went out from home at 6.30am. I'm a little bit late and they left me but they waited for me at MRT station. Took the train to Paya Lebar and had to change to Circle Line. My aunt told me that i only have to change two trains and not more than that. So i thought when i dropped at Paya Lebar and i will take Circle Line straight to Punggol but then i was wrong. We have to take another train which is the Purple Line. Gosh,we are already late and the train is taking the own sweet time to move. Hahah :D We were supposed to reach at 7.45 but then we reached at 8.30. I know we were late. That's not the big deal because we have to go back to Sengkang by bus and we can actually drop at Sengkang Mrt Station instead of Punggol.

Soon as we reached the place, it was so crowded with NCC cadets from other schools and i saw some of my friends from HQ Camps. Went into the room and i saw Abg Suhaimi. Talked to him for awhile and then went in for registration and i'm the I/C for the day. I'm incharge of taking care of my beloved mates. But the most boring and sad thing is that we have to seperate from each other in the lecture room. I'm not with anyone from my platoonmates but then they get too. Nevermind,it's always fun to make new friends and bond with them. I'm always in the same group at Habsah,the girl from Bukit Batok. Oh,i also miss Ashikin so much! Hilang boots yer Kinn? Haha :D

First up on the list is the lecture by 'idontknow'. It was all about drugs and we got a suprise that we have to take a test at the end of the lecture all about drugs. The concequences and more stuff. I just want to fall asleep at first but then when it comes to the video time i was totally awaked. I'm always like that, i can't hear lectures for two hour plus. It just makes my mind, zzzzzzzz -.- So had some breaks in between the lectures. Just hang around the place before we went back in and continue more with LECTURES -.- I just hate it so much. But nevermind, i have to endure in order to get the next rank. One hour lunch was given and we can go to Compass Point or Hawker Center. We chosed to go Compass Point. Even though we are fasting, we just walk around and maybe thought of buying things. But then i didn't.

I like the second lecture because they explain to us about they carnival which is coming soon this November at Marina Barrage and i really really really want to join in the fun. Fifteen dollars of money is so worth it when you join in this carnival. There's a lot of things that we will get and not only that, got record breakings. Who want's to join me? Amirah doesn't want because she say it's not worth it, well then. Farhanah is still under confirmation. So blahblah, third lecture is also about some drugs. Then videos and prize giving. We ended quite early than we supposed to do so. We are supposed to end at 5.30 but then we ended at 4plus. Released and we had to go back by our own by bus, mrt or bus.

Took a long journey bust to Punggol Inter, we all thought of taking MRT home but then we thinked back that the time is the time for peak hours and we're not ready to be squeezed in the train. So we took a long long long journey bus ride home. Bus number three. It took us around 40 to 45 minutes before we reach Tampines area. Myself and Fahirah dropped off at the same bus-stop with Amirah while Farhanah and Hanan went to Inter straight. Did some business with Fahirah and then homed by 31. I swear i maked the wrong decision to take that bus because it's super packed with ITE students. I reached home around 6plus and took a bathe and get ready for break-fast.

What a wonderful course but then i really hope that this Wednesday's course is gonna be much much better! With Civil Defence Sirs. Awwwww, hotszcx! Haha, k stop it. Now, i have to rest because i'm gonna ton tonight with love i think. If he's not tired then i will uh. Shall get some rest first. Byeeee :D

Day and Night.

Hi hi hi. Yay,i'm counting down to Hari Raya which is in four day's time and i can't wait for Monday.

Okay, basically i didn't get much sleep last night as i couldn't sleep at all. From one plus until three plus i didn't get to sleep. I kept on listening to songs, watch teevee and eat some seaweed before i finally get to sleep. But i did smsed some of my friends who are not asleep yet. I didn't sms love because i thought he was already sleeping but then my predictions are wrong. He didn't even went to sleep for one whole night. Well, what can i do. I had pre-dawn and then surf the net until six before i get some sleep back.

I have to wake up early today as i have to so called "babysit" my sister and my lil' cousin. Syaqirah Aleena. I eventually woked up at 11 plus and i have to fetch them. It was fun taking care of them but then i have to leave my job earlier because i have to get my Army uniform. number four with Farhanah around three plus. So, i went out of house around two and met her at 147 before we went to the shop. Took and then slacked for awhile. Camwhored with her and all the photos are at Facebook, i shall upload the pictures soon okay?

I waited for love to come since he wanted to see me but then i met him for like, three minutes and then i went home by 168. Lebih baek tak payah jumpe kaan. Haiya, nevermind. Missing him so much already. So yeah, when i reached home, my two baby's have gone home -.- I get my things ready for tomorrow's course and blahblah i'm sure gonna be tired tomorrow since i got a long day course. Yikes! Two days of it. So ,i shall end here. Goodnight, asses -.-

Days to go,

Hey there, sorry for not updating. Well i have been busy yesterday since i went to Geylang in the night time and it's the last day of school yesterday. So,one week holidays is up next and it's time to get ready for raya. But wait, i got a very very very exciting good news to announce. I passed my CA2 and i'm thankful for it. All my hardwork studying so much did paid off at last.

I swear i won't want to go Geylang again, i meant the bazaar. It's super packed and the heat is just ewwww. So hot! I hate it so much. Met a lot of Springfielders there and i didn't buy my dendeng because i'm lazy to do so with the long long queue. I nearly got hit by a car while crossing the road and the light is already green but that stupid old guy go and drive. Went home around 12plus and i talked to love until one plus going to two. Cute! I woked up late today.

Went to the army shop to ask them to sew my rank and then slack with Amirah for awhile when Farhanah left earlier. Went home at four plus , got to get my green apples and vanilla essence. I bought the wrong one. So i have to run back and buy another one. Everything was done and i'm gonna rest right now. Few more hours to break-fast and it feels so bored when you can't go out with your favourite cliques. I want to go to Plaza Singapura with you guys and support Miss Liza! Ergh. Nevermind, time doesn't allow. We shall plan another outing yeah? Hope to see you guys soon, Errah.

Love you down.

Holaaa. I'm super lazy to go to school today because i just want to stay at home and wake up late every morning. Nevermind,i just have to endure another one short day in school before it's closed for a week. A week is enough for me cause it's gonna be Hari Raya soon this coming Friday. Yay!

Another hyper-active class for the day, almost everyday. Mr Lim was mad at us because we tested his patience for the day. Gabriel made fun of him during Science lesson and for P.E lesson it's super fun as we played soccer today and i fell down, twice. One with Irfan kicking my hips area and another one with me sitting down on the ball and it hurts on my butt -.- But it's alright, i'm used to it and now i know how the boys suffer from playing soccer and i really realised that last time i used to play Futsal in primary school and i have lost a lot of skills from my coach last time. Nyaaaah! Had maths test today too and i'm not prepared for it, at all.

I got a good news and bad news in my hand right now that i'm about to share with you guys who is reading my blog. Which one do you guys want first? Good or Bad? Okay,we shall go with the good news first okay? The good news is that, i passed the Criteria to go to Sec Three (NA) and my parent's won't be called up,again like last time. Yipeeee! I'm so happy and i can't wait to get my report book tomorrow. Like seriously i can't. Now,it's time for the bad news. The bad news is, I will have a course on school holiday which covers up to two days of it. One day is the the Anti-drug course and the other one is the Civil Defence Course. I planned to rest at home and get ready for raya but then it turns out that my plan will be destroyed. Nevermind, i'll just have to endure two day's of it.

I think i'm gonna extend my hair soon but then i don't know when since my plan is cocked-up on my school holiday. Alright since tomorrow is the last day of school, i don't know what to do after school. I feel like accompanying Amirah to the salon to rebond her hair. I don't know. Hmmmmm,i guess that's all for the day. Friday, Friday, Friday! I'm looking forward for tomorrow. ((:

Camwhoreee.

Hey there. Back for my second post. Hehe :d Just webcam-ed with Mirah only. Now, i got to go.

Love the way you lie.

Suchaaaa BORING DAY today at HOME.

Okay, shall go now for Break-fast :D