It's been a while?

Hello hello hello, it's totally been such a long time since i've updated my blog. Wow. Really really long time ago. I feel like its been ages since i last updated my blog? Oh well, my last post was on the 30th of July and now its 23rd of September? Woooh. Long huh?

Okay, so how has everybody been doing ? Great? Good? Sick? Lost? Or lost in love? Oh well, as stated in the previous post, i really had a big major breakdown with Iwan but hmmm, i don't even know if i'm over it or not? Haha, i mean like seriously we still talk to each other but...he's not treating me the same like how he did last time. Oh and, he's with the chinese girl now and i dont want to interfere at all even if i have to? I don't want it at all ):

But, it's okay with it. I have done better this time in my CA1 that has just passed about few weeks back? And the worst part was, i didn't get to go for my Senior Specialist Course?! Urgh, what the fuck man. It really hurts me a lot like hell shit??!! But it's okay, internal is waiting for me or issit i'm waiting for it? But still, i have to work for it like DUHH!

So yeah, life has been fun with Atiqah. She's the closest right now that i have and she understands me and i understands her. Great enough? Hmm, oh yeah! Speaking of school, the sec fours graduated already and yeah, hmm, i dont know?

I'm seriously not bloody interested in anybody right now so stop forcing me to do it can? Hello, it's my life, who are you to predict my dear? Hmmm. If you think he's sucha nice guy, why dont you go with him then? Pathetic or should i say fathetic. Haha. Okay but seriously, i dont know what else to blogg about?

Maybe, just bloghopping for now. Teehee!