What do i expect

Hello, obviously that topic above is one hard and crucial topic. As usual, i will always be dumped, ditched and just be one of those girls who is so easy for guys to break my heart apart. I thought, after things could get better for us, this will be the very last time that History is going to happen, but i was wrong, indeed. Some signs are showing and telling me that sometimes its not good to be nice to some people who just hurts you after 100 chances are given time. I am also not sure why sometimes i can just fall into a guys trap easily and i dont know why i can just love that person so much and i didnt expect that the person who i loved so much is the one who is hurting me the most now. I'm tired with all this stuff, but i dont know how i should just explain. After one, came another. When is this game to stop for goodness sake? I cant just stand there and look at myself getting hurt every single time he do this to me. I'm tired. Please highlight the word, TIRED! Also, i dont understand why. Am i too cruel ? To evil? To protective towards the once i love or what? Ijust had enough of every single thing i've went through now. And after what i found out, ONCE AGAIN, i'm just gonna take one more safety precaution towards myself and be prepared this time. Oh wait! I'm always prepared for the worst. Especially when it comes to cheat behind my back stories. OH WELL~ i'm popular for that. What do i expect right? Hmm.

Like for now, i'm having mixed feeling whether i should just ignore it or follow what my heart say...i'm serious. I'm going to make it the best this time... I'm just tired.