Never felt so scared like this before.

Hi there. Right now, all i wish is just to update this blog of mine with whatever feelings i am going through right now. First things first.
I shall start from my mid year examination results. I really did badly for almost all of the subject except for English and Malay. The rest, i'm flopping to graveyard y'know? So anyway, i'm just saying this cause i really really feel stressed out and i swear to god that i never felt this scared before. Never in my entire life. I cried my hearts out eversince just now till now, i'm going to bed soon.
Secondly, friends? I don't feel the camaraderie in my friends already. Eversince Atiqah was with Shaheef, Ria is friends with Syai, Fara and Irfan
And Qis with Sufie, i just felt really lefted out! It's like everyone has a partner to be with but me...i'm just lazing around like one big bitch.