Showing posts with label Be with who you want .. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Be with who you want .. Show all posts

Friday, December 11, 2009

I'm so over it


Why do this things have to be real?
I seriously love you like mad and this is what you did to me? You leave me with another girl.
My own bestfriend.Luckily , she was not into you. Continue your dreams and just forget me a girl who doesn't even exist in your mind i guess.We have been throught up and downs for three months together and at the perfect four month,you said you wanted to leave me,but i still remember the promises you make to me every night when we talked on the phone.All those promises are a big word to me , PROMISE is seriously a big thing and word that you will do for me .But ,the promises are all gone now,now the promises will be at a new girl and i bet the new girl will be more hurt than me if you and her are together. Hurt forever . I should have listen to other friends of my saying that you just can't be trusted and you are a kind of guy that wont last long with a girl.Many have saw ,but i just ignored because i love you till death.But , everything now has changed ,i thought i can be with you till time seperate us together.But the three months is so fast for me and i have to let you go.I have once let you go on the 16th of September 2009,then we continued back , till 1 november 2009.And it's been a months since i stopped contacted you . You deleted my photos,number and everything that i gave to you.I wonder how about the Black and Green Topman teeshirt.Well,i have to move on starting from right now ,this moment . It's hard though to let you go from my heart because i seriously love you.But,if i cry for you also, i wont get anything that will bring you back to me . We will just have to see next year of our lives with new juniors,life and struggling obstacle coming.I still have a long waay to go and cannot just stay here and stay as a wall waiting for you.It's over.Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in the drought.
Goodbye Mr *Insertname*
i don't want to embarrass you here,cause people might know you well,especially your classmates (:
'Still a long long way to treasure '
I hope you will treasure the girl really well like how you did to me .
Iloveeeeeeeeeyouuuuu , that's the reason why i let you goo ~
Back with real post,Yeah i know people might ask me , hey are you hurt? Let's cut the cock off after this.
Well,thanks yeah who want's to help me , but this is over ,don't have to cut his cock .
His cock not for me , but for other girls kay Tanisha and Zayy (:
Welll,like i have been telling,i just am hurt for this few days,i mean months since we stopped talking?Yeah,There's nothing more to elaborate about this guy in Springfield.He's just over a friend of mine until he just left me like this , without even a goodbye from him .Well,i'm not even angry with my friend because she's innocent , yang miang nyer ialah si jantan haram nie.Dier yang melebih.Soyaaaaa!
Kental laaaah.
Dah sudah Raaaaaaah!
I'm so sick thinking about this particular guy , he's just a 'idontknow' it's hard to describe , maybe when you know him , you will understand what i feel eh .
Now! I'm moving on and gonna forget whatever i had with him,i don't even think i can do it , it's harder than losing something that you love.
Kay,later i'm off to Pasir Ris the chalet .Yeahyeahyeah !
Pasir Ris chalet , here i comeee ~
Bye people. I'll update soon yeaaaah.
Erraah'sContinue-ingherlonglonglifejourney