two more days to go.

Tomorrow is the second day of my suspention.

Well tomorrow i'm coming back to school for Speech Day Rehearsals.

So,i shall update tomorrow.

Bye .

I miss him.

Entirely New.

This is what i call a new one for me?

Life's gonna change soon for myself .

And she's putting the trust on me and my friends.

I should'nt make anymore TROUBLES !

Causing this might cause you your life.

You do crime,you pay TIME!

There's no turning back for me.

All i have to do now is to look at the future.

What is done,it's done.

i'm the survival.

A brand new beginning for me.

Hey there hotstuffs((:

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It's freaking irritating spammer.

Here's how today's life goes.

Early in the morning,woke up at 9.39 plus and then bathed and get ready to meet Amirah at her house and then off to MacDonald's at 800plus. Then waited for Syai and then went to school.Made a lot of jokes,especially Syai uhh. Laugh a lot. Reached bus-stop 60 which is near school,waited for Nana to come and then went off to school and toilet. Went out of the toilet,Amirah didn't noticed that her handphone and EZ-link card is left behind and it was picked up by me. I act as if nothing has happen. After that, sat at the foyer and wait for Mdm Seri to come.While waiting,the other members also came. Nazurah too. Heh ^^

The bus came at around 12.20 plus and then headed off to Marina Barrage. In the bus, we joked again with Khai,Syai,Nana and Amirah. We sanged a song for Amirah until we reached Marina Barrage.

What's more? The first thing reached there,took a lot of pictures with the girls and then got 15 minutes free time given to walk around the carnival. The carnival name is CAN! Create . It was to commemorate YOG 2010 in 169 days. See,i remember you know. After all that free time, the Kite making course is on. Did the kite,while doing, there is a show by the dance crew around Singapore and i have met them before at Yishun . They are totally amazing. Nana,Amirah and myself were really amazed looking at them dancing. Concentration on the kite also gone as the dance attracted us more. Sorry uh teacher who's teaching us.

After doing the kite,went up to the rooftop and then fly-ed our kite together-gether. Halfway getting up,my kite broked and i could'nt fix it. Damnnnnnn -____- Whatta' waste of doing it.

Then helped Khairi to fly his kite and theeeennnn,stucked to this idiot's kite.Grrrr !

I'm freakin' frustrated with it. My kite can't fly and it broke and now stucked. I gave up and then took pictures together with Nana all. Then around 4pm, the bus took us back to school.On the way to school,took a video of us singing. GEREK ! I shall upload it.

After school,went home with Nazura and Syai while Amirah went home alone. Nana and Khai went home together.

Went home,after bathing , mum asked me to cut my hair and i have to.

Well,i cut bob agaaain. lols!

Okay bye.

It's time for a really BIG change.

Hey there people.
Today is the day which i really mess around with my both parents.
I know that they are really dissapointed with what is happening to me this few weeks.

Hmm,

I seriously don't have the mood to update.

Goodbyes.

I'm missing all those fun and all i get is goodbyes.

To all my lovelies.

TAKE CARE DURING MY ABSENCE AND I WILL TRY MY REALLY BEST TO MEET YOU GUYS UP !

DON'T DO STUPID STUFF OKAY?

TAKE CARE OF MY FELLOWED 2COMPASSIONS.

I'LL BE BACK !

This is where it begin.

Hey there.All right,shall i start the day?

Okay,today school was okay and a saddening one for me because i'll be starting my suspention tomorrow.Hmm,today went to school with Amirah but without Hazlami,reached school,saw Fahmy[cousin]then walked with him till level three. Reached the class,relax and revise my Mathematics and then time for the papers.The question were complicated but i can do it but i tell you,i wont pass my Maths.Why? I really don't pay attention well in it.While doing the paper,Miss Tan came to the classroom and told Mr Tay that i have to meet her after the paper and General Office. So at 0900 hours,i went down to the General Office to meet her up.I changed my phone with Atiqah,i'm afraid that she would called the number that i wrote on the reflections.So,when i went down,talked to her and she asked me to call my father up. Called him and she talked to him about the appointment tomorrow. So,tomorrow's appointment will be at 12.15 pm during school hours.I'm following.So maybe i'll get a chance to meet up my friends. After talking to my father,she gave me some counsilling,she even said to me that where is the Athirah she known before.All i got to say was,i am still working on changing to a new me. She is very pleased to hear that . She went back to the General Office to get my suspension letter. So,i'll be back on Wednesday Third March.

After all that conferencing,went back to class and just in time for Malay.Cikgu Nor didn't came in the class agaain.Weehoooo~

So Cikgu Rosli came in,what did we do? Took pictures uh,what's more. We didn't even care about the teachers because we know that this teacher can't be bothered one.So,heckcare lah!

Then recess time,after eating,slacked at the rockwall or should i say near the Eco Pond with Shabir,Farhat,Nana,Sha,Mirah,Ghazzi and more.Then went back to class for LA period.

After LA,was Science Exam. My Science,definately i answered according to my information, i don't know anything about Eco-System.Well,so some of the answers i didn't well answered.

For Qistina and Nana,they even dared to put 'i don't know'.Heeessh. After doing all the question,i slept -____-

Do you ever wondered why? I slept late yesterday night and i don't really have the energy to go to school.But,examinations are IMPORTANT !

After school,slacked with Baby and then went 165 and then slacked again.Do our usual stuff and then went home.

Take care peeps ((:

The precious dedication to my beloved 2Compassions.

Hello there.Today is Wednesday,school was alright for me. Well,i'm still actually afraid still about the suspension.But i did managed to make myself better by making jokes with my gf's and friends and not for forgetting my 2Compassion.Today was also the first day of CT1,English paper was not that hard to me and for Geography,i shall say it's hard too ? Well,hard if i never study.

But luckily during recess i had helped Shaa on testing her Geography. So,i remembered some.
During LA period,Miss Lim gave me a suprise by asking me to sing infront of the whole class.

Well,i wasn't ready to do it. But i did. And i made a dedication to all my beloved 2compassions.

It really made me feel like crying,I did cry too. Well this is what i dedicate.

To my beloved 2compassions,i really want you guys to take care of each other during my absence or so called suspension. I really want you guys to make me a lesson to stop smoking , it's not easy to face this tough consequences. I have to face it all by myself without the help of no one. *Tears dropping down* Please really take care of yourself during my absence. I love you 2 Compassion .

That is what i dedicate to them,some were crying,some we sad too. To me , this suspention is really a sad and tough thing to do because i can't live without them.

Even though it is just 3 days,it feels like 3 months.

Tonight,i'm just gonna think back on everything.

I have to be strong facing all this.

After all this,i have already learned my lesson from school today which is 23rd of February 2010. I'm changing and i feel really remorseful after what i've done for the past two weeks.I felt like it wasn't me at all. There's something which controls my body. But i can't accuse anyhow but to say that this is all my fault. I know i have to face all this consequences all by myself without any person helping me but myself. Suspention will be given to me by this Friday and my dad has to come and take me home.

Well,i just sacrifice myself for others actually because i know they are not ready to face all this consequences.I'm just covering up for the others.I can't blame then too but just myself will do.
Now,i just have to wait for the confirmation from Miss Tan who is the Disiplinary Mistress in Springfield. I was shocked to know that i'm gonna be suspended as i thought that this case is already closed for around 2 weeks agoo. But,my predictions are wrong. Now i prove to you what's wrong .

Everything should be okay by Tuesday,i hope that is will as i want to move on to be a new Athirah not the old Athirah . I'm sick of it. People,i'm CHANGING !
TAKE MY WORDS,ESPECIALLY,MY CLOSED FRIENDS!

now,i finally know what is your attitude and i'm happy that god dont fate us together.

Hey there peoples.Today school was fun.Of course lah,Monday kan. Today assembled at parade square and then first period was Science.Concentrate but kept on talking with Amirah and Nana.

After Science was Malay,malay did normal stuffs and Cikgu Nor kept on talking about sexual in Facebook.About that malay actor whose video has been putted up.Have to listen and act as if i understand well. Ohhhh,well.Today also got Malay Exam.I didn't studied for it but i managed to do it.Well,hope i'll pass again for my Malay. That's my one and only hope. Recess time ate together with Nana all.Ate chicken rice and then walked around school.Walked pass soccer field.Ni uhh kerja Amirah nak attract attention seseorang,kankankan Amirah? heh ^^.

After recess was Geog,i seriously don't wish to see the teacher because i have done something wrong during Geography Test last Friday,don't wanna elaborate more. After geog,maths was then. I LOST my Maths one book.'Whoever took it,dare you ?!' Then after maths was Language Arts and FYI,Miss Fadilla didn't came. Weeeeehooooooo ! How i wish i cannot meet her agaain. She's freaking irritating . So,Miss Lim said that we can do our own revision , so the three of us took a lot of pictures as we have nothing to do. Straightway after school, took pictures agaain and then went to the back of 7 eleven to lepak with Nana,Ghazzi and others .I took IceBlast this time.Last uh last time,by end of this month ,stopping with others. Then waited for Haz semua and then straight off to RC,lepak with Amirah,Haz,Nana, then Khuz and Fiqah came.

Then played Hide and seek.Look lah,like small kids rightrightright? Saper punyer plan? Si Nana Seypyt uhhh ^^ . Takper, i just endured . Then make jokes a lot , and ohhhh the s-w-e-e-t couple Amirah and Haz sat together.... Ahhhhh,so the sweety. Walked off at 5 plus and then went to Botak Mobile to get Amirah's prepaid and then off at Mirah's house bustop and then i walked off alone and she and Haz together.Reached home around 5.40 plus , relax,bathed and then study. Eat and now, lapptopping. Lols !

Okay, goodbye .

'i know that i would'nt love you anymore but i just can't forget everything i had with you.

All the times i have been through with you will end here .

I'm not going to waste my tears for you anymore because i wont get anything,in other words,

it's not worth it'